NEW CHALLENGE FOR WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES

i haven't finished the other one yet but i've got nothing else that is deep to say hahahas. SO LEGO. 

30 Day Writer’s-Blog Challenge List:

1. Five ways to win someone's heart
2. Something you feel strongly about
3. A book you love
4. Bullet your whole day
5. Things you want to say to an ex
6. Your views on mainstream music
7. Five pet peeves
8. What you ate today
9. How important you think education is
10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play
11. Your family
12. Five guys whom you find attractive
13. Your opinion about your body and how you comfortable you are with it
14. What you wore today
15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality
16. Something you always think “what if …” about
17. Something that you are proud of
18. A problem that you have had
19. Five items you lust after
20. Your fears
21. How you hope your future will be like
22. Your academics
23. Something that you miss
24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh
25. Something you’re currently worrying about
26. Things you like and dislike about yourself
27. A quote to try to live by
28. Somewhere you’d like to move to or visit
29. Five weird things that you like
30. One thing you’re excited about

DAY#21. SOMEONE YOU JUDGED BY THEIR FIRST IMPRESSION

Hi :)

yeah, uhm, you might be pissed if you read this and realized that it was you and you'd probably come back to school and whack me.

yeah so i met you in year 8? i remember that at the beginning of the year i had 3 special friends i'd hang out at lunchtime and a core class that i hated because i barely knew anyone there and while everyone had a group of 3 and 4 people, i only had one, and at that time we didn't even know each other much. and i kept wanting to move classes and be with my other friends. but one day you started hanging out with us in class through my friend. 

and at first i honestly thought you were a 'too carefree' person. ahahas yeah at that age i was just thinking 'omg ann don't let bad people influence you, you need your marks.' and i did judge you. i thought that, other than you being very girly, you're very mean and judgy and don't really care about school and all. and then, after a day of sitting with each other in class, you suddenly sat with me and my group and your 'comfortableness' shocked me. omg i remembered how me and friend was like, 'omg stephanie had food tech class right? omg she mustve baked cupcakes!' and you starting running to stephanie and taking one of the prettiest cupcakes and even steph was shocked cause she didn't even know you then aahahahahs. and i was like, omg i deserved that, WHO ARE YOU? ahaahahahas. And yeah, because of my first impression of you, i kept having doubts whether or not you should be in our group cause you were so different to us.

but thinking about it again, i really couldn't believe i had those thoughts. The next 3 terms we hung out so much and had so many rants and you showed me how to unnerdify myself and have fun and shit. and we'd go hand in hand with each other, me and my loud jokes and you and your loud rants. and started becoming so close and we'd eat each others shit and talk about guys and their weird pineapple hair ahahahas. and you are so funny even though you don't try to be and your laugh is so cute.

you could be so blunt sometimes and at times i'd be shocked about what you said and awkward laugh- yeah you're right i do awkward laugh- but most of it is true hahahs. year 8 finished and we both had our backs and now we're not in the same class but we're still close and i love hearing your bitch rants about your bosses and some pedo guy of yours hahahas. and honestly im still so pissed you always diss my bus guys; they're all cute cept you keep dissing i have bad taste ahahas. look at yours and their bushy, dark eyebrows jeeez :L

yeah we're come a long way, from our first impressions of each other til now, but you're one of the coolest friends i have around. and yeah, people do have bad first impressions of you but it's okay cause i've got your back, i get you :)

DAY#17. SOMEONE FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD

uhm, i think i've had a pretty good childhood. 

we used to have two girls who lived opposite of us and they were so friendy, yet we only started to become friends when we moved to birrong public school. kimberly and kiralee. me and tina were in year 1 and 3 and one was in year 5 and the other was in year 6. ahahs yeah. i remember the times when gran would walk us to school and they'd walk with us. tina and kimberly (the year 6 one) used to bond so much over smart mathsy stuff so me and kiralee would just talk weird funny things. and when they went on holidays we helped take care of their cat ahahahs.


there was this one time when it was kimberly's birthday and they came over to invite us over and dad didn't want us to go so he was like 'oh yeah sorry they're sleeping.' but i so desperately wanted to so i jumped up from behind the sofa and was like 'no i'm not'. and dad got so embarassed but he let me and tina go and afterwards he lectured us so much. ahhahas.


but then they moved afterwards because kimberly had high school and yeah. good times though, good times :)

DAY#16. SOMEONE THAT’S NOT IN YOUR STATE/COUNTRY

uhm, 

i used to know this person through tumblr. ahahas we first bonded over migoreng and our mutual dislike for Masterchef Junior and he's very funny. He was from Brisbane, half thai half aussie..? ahahas i have no idea he keeps boasting about how multilingual he is. 
but yeah, he is so super stylish and it discourages me alot because i used to be so fob/wannabe gangster with the flatcaps and all ahahas. 


he is super nice super funny and we are pretty lame put together. like we made up this 'inspiration' wall one day after we were ranting about how shit our school marks is and we're like: yeah stick all these pretty things on our wall and that would totally help our marks. so we actually did that and sent a picture to each other ahahas. 


yeah, he used to rant about his boycrushes and we'd have a bond over our similar ideal guy ahahahs. oh the times. 


afterwards though, i started to not go onto tumblr often cause ive started to get super busy and super bored and my internet lags so bad that when i load more posts it goes beserk. so then we stopped talking for a while. 


when i came back though, we had misunderstandings. he thought i was the anon that sent all these insulting/stalker messages about is sexuality because i havent been on as myself and he's been having daily anon posts. so yeah, we kinda drifted apart through that. and just now i tried to find his tumblr back again but i think he mustve deleted it. 


yeaaah. i.am.out :)

DAY#10. SOMEONE YOU DON’T TALK TO AS MUCH AS YOU’D LIKE TO

this girl in my grade. 

ahahahahas she'll probably see this so i will keep her name hidden. 
she's in my textiles class and i think she's very cool. 
she's really funny and different to other people in her group.
i knew her in year 7 when she was in the same peer group as me but we didnt know each other much. 
but then this year, one day, she happened to go on the same train as me and i realised how much we are alike each other. we're both whacky, both weird, and all the things i don't show towards other people im close to, i showed her in a day. ahahahas and she was the same as well. 
yesterday at Vanessa's 16th i saw her and so much of me wish i was closer to her.
SO yeah. i would really like to talk to her and crack up abnormally again. And then for someone else's party, if both me and her are invited, i hope whack dance with her as well. 


IM OUTTIE.

 

DAY #9: Someone you wish you could meet.

TWO PEOPLE. 

Kyle Hanagami. 

Kyle Hanagami is, in my eyes, one of the most inspiring people ever. 
I know that i'm not a dancer and all i could do is bop around and jump up and down when there's music; but Kyle is one of the best dancers yet.

I know people don't know him a lot; he's not hot like Brian Puspos, does not have swag like Ian Eastwood, but he puts so much heart in everything he does. And im not saying all the other dancers don't. But his choreographies are so intricate, so soulful, so emotional that i feel as if i'm feeling what he's feeling. 

He doesn't think that his topshit, he doesn't act like one as well. He doesn't do all hiphop, but more interpretated style dancing. But whenever he dances he is so graceful. He's very shy but when he dances, he smiles and i just feel at awe. 

It feels so good that I'm about to look at his journey in become a professional dancer and choreographer and, to see him be able to teach people, I feel so inspired.

If i was able to meet him, i'd thank him for existing.

you if guys would like to see how good he is:

 

FRANK OCEAN.

ahahaahs i think by now everyone must know how much i love frank ocean. his music is soulful and it touches me and, though there's some adultery stuff in his work, i don't see whats wrong about it. swim good, bricks and steel, acura intergurl, denim, if i'm in love, bedtime story...i could go on forever. in fact i love all 63 tracks of his The Lonny Breaux Collection. 

I'd like to be able to go to one of his concerts when i'm older. just to see him in real life and show him my support in his music. 

check out his mixtape here: http://www.hotnewhiphop.com/frank-ocean-the-lonny-breaux-collection-mixtape.11921.html

Day #8: My favourite internet friend

SAAAAAAAAAMMMM :)

You're so hip girl! We've met each other in year 4 cause your mum worked with my gran at the cheesecake factory, and i think you're so awesome.

We don't get to hang out often because we live so far away so the only times we get to catch up is on the holidays or.. ONLINE.

Ahahhas girl you're so witty and cool,, and you never change that and thas what i like about you. You stay true to who you are and your passions, and you're so nice to the people around you.

And you showed me so many things as well! All cause of you i got hooked on cool tv shows, movies and youre the one that made me want to go get a uke.

Its fun being your sis and getting to be in your life. Omgomgomg remember that james guy on tumblr? Bahahahas those were the days.

I dont go on msn much anymore so you talk to tina much more than me, but when we meetup we have ao many fun memories together; watching those Fatality clips, and all these funny youtube clips , and then cranky out to daft punk and clazziquai, you're the sis im glad to have.

All i want to say is stay true to your heart. You have such a wonderful talent of drawing and painting, don't let the people aroud you get in your way. And, unlike me, don't change yourself to please other people. Who the fuck cares what the people around tou should think, you're already so cool for standing up to what you believe in.

Love you baby :)

Day #7: A stranger

Hi.
I think you're cute.
You come at the same time my group comes and stand at the bus stop and i find that you're different to other guys.
Though my friends think you're ugly -cause they're quite shallow- i like someone who's cleancut and just normal looking. You have no spiked up hair and your civi clothese aren't the best but that's what makes you stand out from all the rest; not the otherswho think theyre hottotrot so they accesories and shit.
And you're not dependent to your friends as well, which i think i kind of cool, how you just go to school by yourself most of the time while other guys socialise and hang in groups.

So i applaud you for your courage :) i think you're a pretty nice guy.

DAY #6 My Dreams

Hey dreams,
I don't remember you.

Day 4#: The Parents

more cheesy. 
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Mummy:

Hi mummy :) Words can't describe how much i love you. 
You've been there for me through everything and i owe you the world. 
I love how I could just act weird and childish in front of you and you'd still stick with me. I love the times when I could just jump onto your bed and roll around while i talk gibberish to you and annoy you while you're cleaning your room- and i still do all those things. The times when I would go to you whenever something's bugging me or whenever i feel so down and you'd cuddle me even if I'm right or wrong. And the times when we'd laugh at the funniest things together and go bust out on our viet karaoke; i always feel the most comfortable with you. 
 
I'm sorry that sometimes i piss you off and make you feel upset. The times when i become so selfish that i put my wants before your needs and make you do things for me. And only when you end up doing to please me and make ME not angry, would i realise how stupid i was. and im so sorry. And when you're tired because of such a stressing day and i get short tempered and yell at you as well; im so absolutely sorry. 

But i love you so much mummy. you're like my absolute backbone. 

Daddy:

Hi Dad. 
I know that sometimes you feel left out because the only times you see me is in the morning and on the weekends because you have to go to work, but I love you so much as well and I can't tell you enough how important you are to me. 

I know you love me so much; how you'd wake up early although you go home so late, just to see if im doing okay and make me breakfast when im rushing out of the house. And i can see how you're trying to please me when, if i want something, you'd get out of your way just to get it. 

But, to be honest, I don't need that much dad. I mean, I know that it's hard now. We're not close than we were before because im growing up and our of that little kiddy shell but, just with you around makes me so happy. And i know that sometimes you really piss me off with your righteous state and then i become ignorant of you, but the moments we share everyday- like your phone calls from work and helping you out on the computer- means so much to ME as well.I don't want you to think that you're now meaningless to me because im growing up now, so don't get discourage because every moment we spend together is precious and your words and knowledge always helps me.

And I know you care about me so much. I mean, you tell me not to think about it this way but, nearly everything I do at school, every test i do, is all for the sake of proudly showing it to you. I know it's only beneficial to me, but all i want to do is bring it home and be like: dad look at me. this is what i've done. this is all the work i've put into it. 
And im going to make you proud dad. trust me. 

GRANDMA:


Grandma. You are like another parent to me. 


I know I've treated you so bad. I'm sosososososo sorry. I hope you could see that, over the past year i've been trying to mend everything. 
Because i was an idiot. You love me so much; cook the food i want, do EEEVVVVERRRYYTHING for me, and go great lengths for me. But i'm such a fool for treating you so bad even though i'm given this unconditional love. 
Sometimes I get pissed at how you keep bugging me while im trying to do work, and repetedly asking me questions, but i know my attitude is not right.
And, though i tell myself to change this habit, i only realise this when a close friend of mine talked about his grandma and how he regretted treating her like rubbish. And i don't want that to happen to us. So i hope that all the effort ive done to get close to you and return back this love have shown you how much i care. because underneath my selfish, short tempered state i do care for you and i do love you so much. i don't think my childhood would be that happen, and i don't think my laugh would be this much set out for me if i didn't have you. You treat me like your own child and you love me so much, everything step of my life felt like a breeze; i can't thank you enough.

So be there for me okay? Don't go. I still haven't finished repaying everything you've done for me yet.

DAY#2. MY CRUSH (PAST)

AHAHAHAS im actually continuing with this. anyway, skip this if you can't handle cheesy-teenage lurve ahahahas. 

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So yeah. Every one of my friend knows you. ahahahas. 
I started liking you in what, year 7? i saw you at the bus stop - this is exactly how i told my friends- and you were standing there with your crew. and you had the nicest smile ever. and i thought you were a pretty nice person. 
and i don't know how stupid I was back then, but that's how I started to like you. 

I remember how my friends used to make fun of me and this stupid liking because I barely know you - believe it or not we had mutual friends ahahs- and because you're not the best of the best. you're not tall, you're not the good looking. 
bit idk, at that time i thought you were. 

then i became really crazy. every single time you smiled at me i'd be like arggghhhhhh. and act all crazy. and if you just glanced at me i'd think you noticed me. 
but like, the more i got to know you, the weirder it got. mostly when my sis had a friend who knew you and told me what a bitch you were. 
at first i was like noooo, you don't know him, everyone has a shitty past. but then i figured ouot how egotistic you were. you bullied people, ditched people, and thought that you were so cool. and then i figured out how stupid i was.

time goes and I moved on. I see you sometimes; at the busstop, when you go early to school and I happen to be on the train, even today when I went home early from school. You're still the same. 

if i was to say one thing to you straight out, it'd be that I think you have one of the greatest smile. Even someone like me gets fooled by your real personality by just that. so keep smiling. and thanks for be someone i've had the longest crush far so far :)

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ahahaas im sorry for the cheesiness. BUT THERE YOU GO :) I.AM.OUT :)

DAY UNO: My Bestfriend

Honestly I don't just have one. I've had numerous besties all my life, some I was so close to before and now still in my group but just not close anymore. But i don't think there's anything as a best friend for I just have so many close friends that i have different things in common with. So I'm renaming this to: MY CLOSE FRIENDS. Here there are:

NIGASHINI

She is one of the nicest people you could ever meet. Funny, whiny, kinda of blunt, but that's what i like about her. We can call each other up and just talk about weird things, weird people, bitch about people. And I know I could always count on her when I tell her my most secret things. We've known each other since year 7 when I started to drift from my old school friends and joined her group. At first we were really awkward but things just got better from there. She's very studious, which puts me on track as well and when we're together doing group work we're always up top. Sometimes we have our moments when we tick each other off, but that is rare and, it's obvious best friends are meant to be like that. And lastly, she knows what she is. I could tell her when she's being mean and she gets me and tries to change it. Some other people just act all righteous and ignore what others say but she gets it. 

JASMINE

Jasmine is probably one of the people that I'm most grateful for to meet. We knew each other in year 8 when we were in the same class but it was really awkward then. ahahahs mostly when she started dissing me on the first day of year eight. But the lady is quite awesome. We started hanging out on the train and we caught a different one to be with her and chen, and we bonded over the most funniest things; our different phases, our random trolling on fanfic sites, the guys that we like - well the guys that I like. And I love calling her up and having the most funniest chats. We also have this really great bond on fb, and our wallposts are hilarious and don't even make sense. She's one of the few people which I am comfortable to go all crazy with cause she goes crazy with me as well.    

CHEN

Chen is probably the person I feel most comfortable with. I could tell her everything. Honestly everything. And know that she wouldn't judge me or tell anyone else. And I honestly have never doubt her. She witty, funny, and when you ask her to do something with you she'd always have your back. Sometimes she pisses me off when she doesn't go to school for like..weeks ahahahs. But yes, I love her so much. We bonded in year 8 over our whacky car drives to and from basketball and, as a pair, we're pretty hilarious. We sing to all these songs on the radio, talk about weird things and make faces to other drivers. I know she has her times when she's ticked off about something and I know that she is but everyone has those times.   

AND IM OUT. 

30 DAY CHALLENGE

yeah laugh at me. i've this a bajillion times before and still haven't even gone through all of them. so yeah, just need to get things off my chest. 

DAY#1. MY BEST FRIEND
DAY#2. MY CRUSH (PAST)
DAY#2. MY CRUSH (NOW)
DAY#3. MY PARENTS
DAY#4. MY SISTER                                                   

DAY#5. MY DREAMS
DAY#6. A STRANGER
DAY#8. YOUR FAVOURITE INTERNET FRIEND
DAY#9. SOMEONE YOU WISH YOU COULD MEET
DAY#10. SOMEONE YOU DON’T TALK TO AS MUCH AS YOU’D LIKE TO
DAY#12. THE PERSON YOU HATE MOST/CAUSED YOU A LOT OF PAIN
DAY#13. SOMEONE YOU WISH COULD FORGIVE YOU
DAY#14. SOMEONE YOU’VE DRIFTED AWAY FROM
DAY#15. THE PERSON YOU MISS THE MOST
DAY#16. SOMEONE THAT’S NOT IN YOUR STATE/COUNTRY
DAY#17. SOMEONE FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD
DAY#18. THE PERSON THAT YOU WISH YOU COULD BE
DAY#19. SOMEONE THAT PESTERS YOUR MIND
DAY#20. THE ONE THAT BROKE YOUR HEART THE HARDEST
DAY#21. SOMEONE YOU JUDGED BY THEIR FIRST IMPRESSION
DAY#22. SOMEONE YOU WANT TO GIVE A SECOND CHANCE TO
DAY#23. THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED
DAY#24. THE PERSON THAT GAVE YOU YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY
DAY#25. THE PERSON YOU KNOW THAT IS GOING THROUGH THE WORST OF TIMES
DAY#26. THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE A PINKY PROMISE TO
DAY#27. THE FRIENDLIEST PERSON YOU KNEW FOR ONLY ONE DAY
DAY#28. SOMEONE THAT CHANGED YOUR LIFE
DAY#29. THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT TO TELL EVERYTHING TO, BUT TOO AFRAID TO
DAY#30. YOUR REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR