APRIL THESIS

kudos to anyone who gets the title reference

it is april and I am fucking glad it is. 
March hasn't been so nice to me, even though so much fun shit has happened. 
Marsh saw: 

• my biffle's birthday party
• bruno mars
• half-hearted exam results
• having a closer bond with someone i never expected to 

April to me means:

• 2 WEEK HOLIDAYS TO CLEAN MY SHIT. 
• 2 weeks of procrastinating and relaxing
• going out to eat 
• having time to work out

i feel up to my neck in work to catch up to and with me trying to workout more everyday, its really hard to keep everything all up to date.
I am mostly disappointed with textiles because I desperately want to get everything all up and ready but I am so behind. 

ANYHOOS. i can't leave you guys without a playlist so here is april! 
I am right now sosososo into White Lights, birocratic and PSYKON (so upset when he deleted all of his own tunes now I gotta rely on bandcamp to listen) 
White Lights is just really psychodelic, dreamy and something to listen to on the train or walking alone. 
I spotted him while going through birocratic's profile and immediate hooked to his King Krule rendition. His new EP is real rad



as well as that, I recently found The Cardigan's acoustic version of Lovefool which is just head over heels amazing. Hope you guys fall in love with this month's playlist :) 

Soo

Crampy stomache and headache for the past few days figured out I probably have food poisoning either because of starbucks or chanoma fries but i made it worst by drinking mother and eatting ogalo with ann zzz.

I cant fucking do this im lying in bed doing nothing when i have two exams that i suck at on friday no fucking bueno but cant do another fucking maths equation

Side note its soon kristies bday so i gotta get her something but like where are my funds

Asked my parents if i could get a casual job as like hw marker or helper at a random coaching school cause thats like easy money without having to physically work my butt off and be tired but theyre like no we can fund you dw we dont wantyou to work in ur hsc year.
But no they cant theres so many things happening this year like formal and dress and yearbook and jersey and beach house and america and funds for birthdays.
And i will feel so bad asking them for huge sums of money so JUST LEMME GET A FUCKING JOB.

Not feeling so bueno want some watermelon but no cant fuck. Id rather be sick with the flu then food poisoning i cant enjoy my love 4 food zz.

BRUNO MARS | MIGUEL | CUTE STUFF

so yesterday was a huge day of joy and stress and overall mixed feelings.

Got together with xin in the early morning to go study for textiles. I knew had to take it seriously cause I don't want to flunk my top ranking subject but I had Bruno Mars at night so I had to do everything early.

• went to school early to study and wait for xin to come to school
• library was closed so change of plans 
• forgot to bring my notes surprise surprise
• went to starbucks did a lot of studying
• went to chanoma, ate and did more studying
• went home got ready for bruno 

THE CONCERT WAS AMAZING. 

so we came there at 7.30 but tina wanted merch so we ended up getting out of the merch line at like 7.50 and we went to the bathrooms but then I heard miguel and I cried. 

I seriously came to watch him, he was of as equal importance to bruno and I couldnt believe the first idek minutes. He was just doing the best falsettos and just being amazing and I'm in a bathroom fucking shit. 

Ran up to my spot, met tinas two friends and just sat there screaming for miguel and he doesnt wouldn't here me but grrr.

his voice is just magnificent, I have never heard anyone that brings sings that good live. Every note sounded perfect and he's so humble and devoted to his dream and I just sat there in awe and screaming at every falsetto he makes and everyone around me thinks I'm weird. 

Then long wait until bruno came up. SOOOSOSOSOSO MAGNIFICENT. me and tina jammed the whole night. His voice is amazing. You could hear him sounding a bit cracked due to all the shows he did before but his falsettos were still amazing and he hits all the high notes and the way he performs and makes everyone get into it is amazing. I would film but then be like fuck it and just dance in my seat far far away. (soz to the people behind) 

It was an amazing experience but came home tired and then started panicking that I didnt know my stuff for textiles.

Today i did pretty good hahahas. 

Weirdly I like the feeling of being a little stressed over something that's not as hard as I imagine and over studying and then going to the exam and knowing that I can answer every question feels pretty good. HOPE THIS HAPPENS FOR MODERN. 

Went with Mr Crackles with the textiles group and Nigashini and just had this epiphany that year 12 is such a magnificent year. You can sit with anyone and talk about everything and everyones on the same boat so we help each other out and support each other. It was like the first time that the whole textiles group went out together (sans Jessie) and it just felt pretty good. Oxford street was full of quirky fashion shops so it suited well with us. 

Didn't buy crackles instead and shared lunch with ann which consisted of hot chips and a can of mother :) d&m'ed and then talked formal with the others. 

Came home and started sorting out viet stall with the year 12s and also had a cute moment. At first I thought everyone was irresponsible due to exams and not really caring about the viet stall cause they're too busy so it was pretty hard to get them to contribute first but then everything just aligned and people offered to do things and contribute ideas and it felt cute hehe. 

SO EXCITED FOR VIET STALL YAYAY! 

MARCH | SOUNDCLOUD | FESTIVITIES

hey yo. 

it's march. which means: 

• half yearly exams
• Bruno mars concert
• language festival 
• close to end of term 1 
• sososos excited to finish off this term it was been tiring and relentless 
• also NEW SOUNDCLOUD MIX 

so i've been listening to birocratic alot. he's just such a good producer and lovely beets ahahas. 

and i fully recommend you guys listen to White Light's rendition of Noose of Jah City- King Krule. This track is hands down my fav track from King Krule and I've heard many renditions and tracks that sample it (dumbfoundead) 

so yeah. listen cause its friggin amazing. 

that is all, back to studying ! 

why am i on here

• procrastinating
• procrastinating
• procrastinating

just finished my first assessment (extension 2 maths) and now awaiting til wednesday to do adv english
I feel like i really did do okay. I went through the exam with no question feeling so hard. there were hiccups here and there but everything felt good and afterwards I felt sure for pretty much all of the questions. I dont know, I'm just super glad that my study technique worked. I pretty much did past papers every single day for this exam and redoing them and redoing things I didn't know and it just feels like the best prep for one exam. hopefully i feel the same for all the others. but for adv english

• feel like i really like my essay after 9 fucking drafts
• feel like i really hate my creative after 3 drafts and just ceebs
• feel like i needa change my creative after the teachers criticism but that mean
• getting the format rewritten again which means
• changing everything

then i got 

• no more exams after adv english for the week
• bruno mars concert on monday night
• tuesday- textiles (half learnt all of my stuff zzzz)
• thursday- extension 1 maths (losing grasp of it amidst everything)
• friday- modern history (learnt my stuff but need to practice) 

everything right now amounts to me practicing with past papers/ practice questions and right now I already feel ceebs

soz for my study update that may not interest you guys a single bit. but it makes me feel a damn lot more organised. 
 

50 FACTS

- done as a go into my study break with coconut juice-

1. my name is ann
2. 17 and living in the sunny burbs of austraya
3. full vietnamese
4.164cm
5.first job i worked at was a local grocers for one day
6. last job was a froyo store
7. very tan
8. I like to take photos of what i eat so what
9. Crazy about shoes
10. Used to 'dj' for an online radio
11. I have sensitive skin which plays up during seasonal change and leaves me with rashy marks
12. I dont like initiating conversations with people
13. i got a sister who loves me and feeds me and we fight but we are best biffles
14. Size 8/8.5 shoes size 10 clothes (hopefully stays like this with all the hsc gains)
15. First biggest buy was a 90$ topshop army jacket which i regret for the rest of my life
16. First relationship for me was when i was 16
17. First biggest fall was in year 2 when i bumped my head into a balancing beam and had to sit in the sickbay with a bloodied swollen head next to a cute year 6 boy will never forget
18. I go to an all girls school right next to an all boys school dont get the logic
19. I want to do optom/pediatrician in uni but honestly i want to have my own business selling food/designing eyewear and meeting hot people
20.  med weight drinker and no asian flush so far hurhur
21. First time on a rollercoaster was when i was 16
22. My max bank balance was $2800 and that only lasted 1 week
23. My max period that ive worked at one job for was 3 months
24. I can eat 10 chicken drumsticks in one sitting with some soju on the side
25. Longest crush went on for 5 years with a guy whos shorter than me zzzz
26. I like making random food combos like cucumber wrapped in seaweed dipped in peanut butter sauce
27. I can play the piano but hated learning it
28. I get easily paranoid when im home only my imagination goes wild
29. I can sense what people are feeling emltionally
30. First concert was a joint concert with guy sebastian, tinie tempah, potbellez and the script
31.im a messy eater
32. Im the negotiator of bitchfights
33. Fav band : the neighbourhood
34. Fav food: viet food
35. Recent cravings : mad mex
36. Only been out of country twice, both to vietnam
37. I have this guy that I really like. his name is Taku. and i'm definitely going to go to Perth and marry him and be biffles with his biffles Flume

38. most recent time i cried in public not cause of movie or cute animal videos was when our vice principal/mah fav french teacher/my buddy for life retired and we had a flashmob for him 
39. 6 piercings (2 lobe, 1 half cartilage, 1 tragus), and wanting more
40. i can sew. pretty good. hurhurhur
41. can't bake- last time i did it was inedible cause macaron cases were stuck to the baking paper 
42. im more awkward online then in real life HAHAHAS 
43. 2 broke girls, sherlock, new girl
44. pet hate- people with yellow teeth even if its not due to smoking or what not 
45. pet love- innocent looking, country bumpkin guys 
46. i like exploring places/trying new outdoor activities as a group outting event rather than shopping/movies 
47. first pet were fishes
48. quite superstitious- feel like things happen as a 'sign' omg zzzz worst habit 
49. im very gullible and easily persuaded 
50. blood type B