2/22/2013

sick. ew

sick of school. 
sick of work.
sick of people
 

2/21/2013

TRAGUS PIERCING EXPERIENCE

heyhey (: so yesterday i went to get my tragus pierced, somethig i wanted to do for ages already.

Talked to my friend alice at the beginning of this year and she told me she thought of doing it ages ago as well so we buddied up and treked to cabra to this place called Industrie8.

The price was quite good; 50$ for the piercing, 10$ for jewelry and 25$ for antiseptic plus H2O spray but i didnt have enough money for the lot so i didnt end up getting it there. The place may look dodgy and darkfrom the outside but it was a legit piercing studio and the guys there were so incredibly nice and helpful. Alice got hers done & then we had froyo as a congrats thing hahas.

Webt to get mine at hairhouse warehouse cause, bein the cheapass i am, i thought id save up on more and get more value. Lesson learnt: you get what you paid for. And tbh this place was more expensive than the cabra place. The room was small looked dodgy, luckily the stuff looked sanitized and the lady wore gloves. She disnt use the clamp, only the needle so it hurted a lot more. And the antiseptic has alcohol in it! - which should be avoided! So i paid more for shitty service, i really do recommend you go to the cabra one and don't depend on HW for your piercings. Gotta make my own solution now to clean my ear and the dodginess just makes me so freaked out that itll be more vulnerable of getting infected.

gargh


i have this soft spot for this one person.
it's unexplainable. i get so fed up with this person, so annoyed at this person, so disappointed. yet i feel so happy, so comfortable around this person. i never have to fake myself. 
we depend on each other and we listen to each other and there are times when i did something wrong, they'd get angry but it never lasts for long. this person never gets angry with me, accepts me the way i am and is so caring and trustworthy. 
there are also countless times when i'm disappointed, upset and just pissed off about things they do.
but i keep coming back, i forgive and forget so quick which i so unlike me. this person makes me become someone i don't feel ashamed of. but at the same time they make me like i'm in limbo- helpless and goddamn tired. 
 

2/17/2013

Super rich kids with nothing but loose ends,
Super rich kids with nothing but fake friends.

2/15/2013

happy belated valentines (:

felt pretty down yesterday cause my hubby was povo and couldn't get me flowers hahas. got asked to go have dinner with someone afterschool but i felt awks so i told him im going out with some friends. i dont get why he'd ask me though every time we go out it'd be awks between us like the food would come out and i'd just eat without talking to him hahahas.  went to school and got jasmine to do a 5 mins makeup sess cause it was photo day. alksdjalkjsda eww. 
 
hahas i dont think i've ever had a day where i looked decent. im either a bajillion shades more yellow or just being the usual herpderp. so this year me and angel were trying to be smartasses and we side braided our hair so we could leave it at the front when we take our individuals. but the bitch made us put it to the back. and we were so pissed hahahas, like spent the next 5 minutes bitching about the lady hahahs.


nodded off during english. again. bludged in textiles gah. stupid maths hahahas. 

went with a bunch of kiddies to froyo run afterschool. saw the jenobia girl shes such a cutie, she's older than me but pretty short hahahs. carrot head was there and was being such a bitch he kept following me going "omg wheres my chocolate!" bought a $10 froyo and shared it with 10 people. hahahs obviously not enough ahahs. 

after that about 6 of us went to get some hot food; me chen angel sarah linda and nina
went to moje and got two plates of ddukboki. there was barely any ddukboki in there hahahs. never again. and the seat and fcking gum on it and i sat on it and i was like omg whats this sticky thing its a friggin gum it smelt like peppermint and was burning my thigh omfg why do these things happen to me only hahas. 

got so annoyed at certain people there though. like seriously i just wanted people to talk and eat and that person would just be calling other people and trying to work out wifi and doing all sorts of shit and im like jeez if you're not going to eat sit on the side please. 

still hungry so went back to yogurberry hahahas. saw the new guy hahahs. he's cute but too fob but linda was like omgaaaahs omgaaahs he's so cute hahahs she's such a cutie. sat on the swings and stupid jess slid down the swings onto her butt omg so stupid hahahas. we just hung and acted stupid and weird hahahs.

these weirdo christian school guys came to our table and wanted to do some dare but then saw angel and was like "oh no i know her okay this is awks bye" and one of them was some dude xin told me about that was going around saying he's dating mel fung. 

got home and slacked. talked to my biffle he'll be playing me music tonight solo concert wooot can't wait (: 

2/12/2013

fck off phys (:

changed out of phys today (: 
felt so relieved and happy. 
wanted to wake up at 6 to do some work but ended up waking 10 mins before i was ppose to get out of the house. again. hahhas. 
caught a late train cause i missed both my trains and then went to school to talk to thomsen. moved from phys to modern yay (:

english was okay. only had half a lesson because we had house meetings so i didn't fall asleep hahahas. omg okay i don't like my seat in english cause i wanted to sit next to danica cause i've got more to talk about with her than sherry but its awks to ask annie to swap cause shes new and it'll be a whole drama so yeah, badbad choice of seating hahahs. 

modern was amazing (: i was behind the whole class, we've missed out on a lot of stuff. but i loved it omg. lunney's okay, i can't judge from just one lesson but he seems like he knows his stuff and lamya says he used brennans notes so its all good. 

maths. was tiring again hahas. 

and chem was a load of work ahhas. tan was being a bitch and giving me silent treatment for the whole lunch/chem cause i ditched her in phys. i don't care really, i need a break from her whining and clinging hahahas. 

talking to another bunch of people and planning to do Duke of Ed again. ahahs why im gonna die again ahahahs. and xin told me about some bootcamp kind of obstacle course charity fun or something and i want to do it so much sdkflksdjfklsjdf but it's 70$ okay cray im out of money that is the price of the mimco pouch ahahhas. :( i feel like going out to get it but its so expensive and knowing me i'd probably kill the zipper a month into buying it. but. it's. so pretty hahahs. 

feeling really pissed cause i've finally thought of what i wanted to do for my textiles design assignment and i told my friends and one of them was like "omg that sounds like the other ann's" 
fml. whywhywhy do i always have drama with her this is not bueno. and i acutally think my idea is gonna work so i dont want to change- and especially not cause its ann- but people are gonna compare. like usual. like fcking usual. 

ksjdflksjdlf been drawing triangles on my hands the past two days idk why hahahs weirdo. okay gotta go read about the french revoluntion woot. 

2/11/2013

Miguel- Kaleidescope Dream

The whole fcking album.
Ohmygod.

Rainy night reminiscing yesterday. Talked to him at 11 and stayed awake til 2 talking.

So i woke up like a panda. Just made it for my train and spent the train ride being a mess.

Had a bludge textiles class. Hahahs seriously we sat in there and talked about random crap and pretending to do work and eatting wizz fiz tube thingos. Tbh its the first time i had those things and i didnt know how to eat it hahahas.

English was boring, nearly fell asleep again hahahs i seriously cant stand english without chewing gum or taliing to people.

Spent maths practising for mock trial. Waste of bloody time because i cramped up during my auditions. Like i was loud and strong but my reasoning was so shit gonna forget about it, its so crap. Omg i find talking to my new friend so awkward i really dont want to ask her anout her old school blahblag cause thats so boring seriously. And noone in the group is making an effort for her to join in so its only me and her and i find it so awks sometimes hahahs.

Did volleyball it was so funny what a bludge.

Tired now will go take a nap after a loop Miguels album for the bajillionth time. Idk how to describe him i looove his voice and i feel like he has a whole genre for him. I find it like rnb with hiphop and jazz and slowjam and some frank ocean trancy stuff and just omfgomfofmgf. Him and frank ocean having a collab together would be like eargasm hahahas.

2/10/2013


She’s sitting right in front of me, but at the same time she’s a million miles away.”
 
— Haruki Murakami, After Dark

restarting

sorry for the gaps in blogging, so much shit has been happening. 
the past few weeks has just been me readjusting to school, having issues at work, and just plain tired working close to every day. 

through these past weeks a lot has happened. i've made new friends, got closer to people that i haven't talked to for a while, as well as having loads of fun and reconnecting to my school friends that i haven't seen in ages. 

my classes are okay i guess. my english class is pretty bare since i'm not close to anyone. So instead i sat with a bunch of new girls before mary came back from her holiday. Maths is with kristie and sadia and weirdly i do so much work hahas. textiles is always fun, and i finally persuaded angel to join me in textiles :) phys and chem and jasmine and tan. 

anyways. school has been going great. work has been going great. last week i've only worked once and at first i felt so depleted cause i know there's new people now and blhablh i don't work a lot so obviously friendships i've made have slowly decreased. but its not like that hahas. worked with matthew, tall sam and a new chick yerae. at first i thought she was full fob so i talked to her like how i'd talk to minjung but she's not. even though she's an international student she's been going to strath girls and she understands english pretty well. she's so pretty and cute we bonded over cute babies and cute guys coming into the shop. 

i thought that i'd be loner during the shift because sam and matthew always talk in korean together and i'd be like awks i don't understand, plus i'm not close to sam cause we've never actually had a real conversation before. like we'd bob our heads together when songs come up sometimes, or he'd act weird around me or matthew would be teasing me to him but i've never actually talked to him. so yesterday i tried to talk and he's so nice. i told him to go serenade his gf for valentines day and matthew was like 'omg ann shut up stop talking about valentines day.' and me and sam and yerae would be like 'cause he's a loner'.

wanted to go on my break at 7.30pm but figured matthew wasn't that happy, especially when the delivery guy came, so i had to quickly change back out of my uniform and do cashier again and in the end didn't have a break. yerae just bought some v, i bought some kimbap and some wedges for the whole team and that was it. was so hungry hahahs.

hahahs matthew died his hair orange. i called him carrot hahahas. obviously we fought again. like every week we'd fight seriously. i'd do the cashier and then he'd physically force me to go outside and do hall and then i'd be like don't touch me and i'd whack him and the customers would be like..okaaay. he got mad at me cause i told him i didn't want to work with him and he scared the fuck out of me by deleting me out of his contacts and he didn't talk to me afterwards and i honestly was so worried he was pissed off but he only trolled and copied my contacts before deleting. 

yerae had to leave early cause her mum thought she'd leave at 11 so i had to do hall at the end of the day. had to sweet-talk matthew to get him happy again. after boss came to count moment the guys started going crazy and being idiots, singing and just yelling at each other like chickens and it was so hilarious. sam is the best looking guy out of the whole crew but he has the best derp face omfg so ugly and he'd come to my face and do it like dafuq hahas. and matthew was just being a natural derp that he is and kept talking to me about random crap and that i should stop liking him and i was like dafuq. 

apparently the whole staff says that i like him and im like 'loooool whatever think what you want'. and he's like 'omg im so popular, staff says you like me and you tell me sab likes me everyone likes me i'm so popular." sam and matthew asked me to go get some korean food this week after school and since i owe matthew two meals, i'd be paying. yay more foodie outtings. 

this thursday would be the staff party but i dont think i could go cause its fcking 12am to 4am. yeah, i'd be the very small few who'd be skipping out cause i legit can't make it fcking why so late hahahas.its sad though, i've already missed out on the small dinner they had- and matthew kept talking about how cheap minjung was on that day- and this as well. but i guess i can't do much shit even if i went anyway.

yay school yay. yay to early mornings hahas.

2/03/2013

Why do i think its an empty promise?

Cause you always do that shit to me thts why.