gargh

i have this soft spot for this one person.
it's unexplainable. i get so fed up with this person, so annoyed at this person, so disappointed. yet i feel so happy, so comfortable around this person. i never have to fake myself. 
we depend on each other and we listen to each other and there are times when i did something wrong, they'd get angry but it never lasts for long. this person never gets angry with me, accepts me the way i am and is so caring and trustworthy. 
there are also countless times when i'm disappointed, upset and just pissed off about things they do.
but i keep coming back, i forgive and forget so quick which i so unlike me. this person makes me become someone i don't feel ashamed of. but at the same time they make me like i'm in limbo- helpless and goddamn tired.