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Mummy:
Hi mummy :) Words can't describe how much i love you.
You've been there for me through everything and i owe you the world.
I love how I could just act weird and childish in front of you and you'd still stick with me. I love the times when I could just jump onto your bed and roll around while i talk gibberish to you and annoy you while you're cleaning your room- and i still do all those things. The times when I would go to you whenever something's bugging me or whenever i feel so down and you'd cuddle me even if I'm right or wrong. And the times when we'd laugh at the funniest things together and go bust out on our viet karaoke; i always feel the most comfortable with you.
I'm sorry that sometimes i piss you off and make you feel upset. The times when i become so selfish that i put my wants before your needs and make you do things for me. And only when you end up doing to please me and make ME not angry, would i realise how stupid i was. and im so sorry. And when you're tired because of such a stressing day and i get short tempered and yell at you as well; im so absolutely sorry.
But i love you so much mummy. you're like my absolute backbone.
Daddy:
Hi Dad.
I know that sometimes you feel left out because the only times you see me is in the morning and on the weekends because you have to go to work, but I love you so much as well and I can't tell you enough how important you are to me.
I know you love me so much; how you'd wake up early although you go home so late, just to see if im doing okay and make me breakfast when im rushing out of the house. And i can see how you're trying to please me when, if i want something, you'd get out of your way just to get it.
But, to be honest, I don't need that much dad. I mean, I know that it's hard now. We're not close than we were before because im growing up and our of that little kiddy shell but, just with you around makes me so happy. And i know that sometimes you really piss me off with your righteous state and then i become ignorant of you, but the moments we share everyday- like your phone calls from work and helping you out on the computer- means so much to ME as well.I don't want you to think that you're now meaningless to me because im growing up now, so don't get discourage because every moment we spend together is precious and your words and knowledge always helps me.
And I know you care about me so much. I mean, you tell me not to think about it this way but, nearly everything I do at school, every test i do, is all for the sake of proudly showing it to you. I know it's only beneficial to me, but all i want to do is bring it home and be like: dad look at me. this is what i've done. this is all the work i've put into it.
And im going to make you proud dad. trust me.
GRANDMA:
Grandma. You are like another parent to me.
I know I've treated you so bad. I'm sosososososo sorry. I hope you could see that, over the past year i've been trying to mend everything.
Because i was an idiot. You love me so much; cook the food i want, do EEEVVVVERRRYYTHING for me, and go great lengths for me. But i'm such a fool for treating you so bad even though i'm given this unconditional love.
Sometimes I get pissed at how you keep bugging me while im trying to do work, and repetedly asking me questions, but i know my attitude is not right.
And, though i tell myself to change this habit, i only realise this when a close friend of mine talked about his grandma and how he regretted treating her like rubbish. And i don't want that to happen to us. So i hope that all the effort ive done to get close to you and return back this love have shown you how much i care. because underneath my selfish, short tempered state i do care for you and i do love you so much. i don't think my childhood would be that happen, and i don't think my laugh would be this much set out for me if i didn't have you. You treat me like your own child and you love me so much, everything step of my life felt like a breeze; i can't thank you enough.
So be there for me okay? Don't go. I still haven't finished repaying everything you've done for me yet.
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