DAY#2. MY CRUSH (PAST)

AHAHAHAS im actually continuing with this. anyway, skip this if you can't handle cheesy-teenage lurve ahahahas. 

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So yeah. Every one of my friend knows you. ahahahas. 
I started liking you in what, year 7? i saw you at the bus stop - this is exactly how i told my friends- and you were standing there with your crew. and you had the nicest smile ever. and i thought you were a pretty nice person. 
and i don't know how stupid I was back then, but that's how I started to like you. 

I remember how my friends used to make fun of me and this stupid liking because I barely know you - believe it or not we had mutual friends ahahs- and because you're not the best of the best. you're not tall, you're not the good looking. 
bit idk, at that time i thought you were. 

then i became really crazy. every single time you smiled at me i'd be like arggghhhhhh. and act all crazy. and if you just glanced at me i'd think you noticed me. 
but like, the more i got to know you, the weirder it got. mostly when my sis had a friend who knew you and told me what a bitch you were. 
at first i was like noooo, you don't know him, everyone has a shitty past. but then i figured ouot how egotistic you were. you bullied people, ditched people, and thought that you were so cool. and then i figured out how stupid i was.

time goes and I moved on. I see you sometimes; at the busstop, when you go early to school and I happen to be on the train, even today when I went home early from school. You're still the same. 

if i was to say one thing to you straight out, it'd be that I think you have one of the greatest smile. Even someone like me gets fooled by your real personality by just that. so keep smiling. and thanks for be someone i've had the longest crush far so far :)

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ahahaas im sorry for the cheesiness. BUT THERE YOU GO :) I.AM.OUT :)