9/18/2012

BACK TO THE PAST + awkward train with the awkward friend

HAHAHS so i was on facebook and this guy posted up this picture of us in preschool and omg, i changed so much ahahas. well yeah obviously. 
HOW CUTE WERE WE?!

But yeah, he tagged many people so i got to connect with all these other people hahahs.

but anyway. it was really awkward this morning. I went on the train and I wanted to talk to angel and ask her about iga and stuff. and then at regos Alvin came on and I'm like, holyshit why did I kind of expect this to happen :/ 
and it's not like i don't want to meet him cause he's an okay guy and we haven't talked in ages. but then idk, i cant usually have a conversation with people where im the 'mutual person'- like the person thats like the bridge from one side to another. hhahas let me explain.

so i was talking to him normally and some school girl was staring at us and i was like..errr awkward. and then nina came on so i introduced them and talked to her but then like...look at him once in a while because i didn't want to leave him out of the convo. BUT HE LOOKED SO AWKS! and i hate making people feel awkward. but i cant just talk to him cause then nina would have noone to talk to. so yeah. tried my best. 
and in the end i was talking to angel and asking her more stuff. and i felt so bad cause he just stood there. 
and i was trying to make him go away in nice way cause i didn't want him to be an awks wheel so I was like 'oh wouldnt your friends be like 'where is alvin?' and he's like 'yeah but naaah, i want to be here.'" and i was thinking in my head OMFG STUFF YOU GO AWAY PLEASEEEE I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER. 

he got off afterwards and omg the two kiddies were like "OHMYYYGOOOOD ANNNN OOOOOOOOOHHHHHS." and i was like "hahahas no wtf we're not even close." and they were like "THEN WHY DID HIM COME HERE FOR." asdkajslkdjalsd. 

printed off my invites and gave them around and i realised i kinda invited too many people. and usually around 10 people don't end up going, but I have a feeling it's going to be the full pack. well like..just 1 or 2 people off cause it's a morning party so people have better transport and ava times. gave them to everyone except for one person cause i couldnt find her at all. 

sat outside with sadia and sarah at lunch instead of with the others cause it was too good weather to be spending indoors. and then we had this whole rant and talk about people in the group and, so far, we have the same opinion towards some people in the group. and then lily and xin and angela and kim came and we chilled.

and afterschool went to hj and got a cheeseburger and nish was like "SHARE IT" but then i felt bad for ditching lily on the train most of the time so i saved it for her as an apology burger hahahs. went and sat at the front carriage and omfg these random sbhs guys just sat on our 6 seater and we were like hahahahas okayyyy. and they'd chime in at random times and shit. 

ughs such a weird day. AND OMG THOUGHT I COULD HAVE A RELAXING WEEK. nope, it's screwed cause of a truong test :/

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