RESULTS AND DYING POLE VAULTS

soz no pole vaults.
but this week defs felt like jumping all over the place. 
keep waking up late and sleeping at abnormal times and feeling so out of place, the only thin that;'s keeping me on top are my smoothies, not gonna lie. 

decided not to do chem but only swapped on friday. took a photo with zam- i think he was definitely the best teacher in terms of personality. never gets mad and always cares <33 a="" although="" bit...iffy..hahahas="" chem="" font="" his="" is="" teaching="">

started with crucible in class woooot. however got my english back and i'm back to base one with average english results yaaaay for losing my high rank ! :( 

got my textiles back and got top of the class :")  staying with textiles and already feeling the pressure to produce something good. 

got maths back. eeeeeeeeeeh. :/ 

also got my modern history back and got pretty good, full marks :) really proud of myself but trying to not get so on top of my head and thinking like top shit because that really wasn't my best effort. 

the whole week at homehas been studying 4 unit maths for tutoring, and exercising, and writing notes..and just dying. terry lee is taking up my life :( 
and then i checked the emails today to find out i'm also doing a 3u test, something i obviously haven't studied for NOOOO SWEAT. ahahahs :( gonna fail again. 

went to aaron's. obviously not a good day. i really can't handle thinking on the spot however private tutoring puts you in that position where you gotta think fresh ideas on the spot and with someone like me who cannot word what they even want to say properly, i was literally dying. :( i wanna make him proud though that i'm improving but i guess im slacking off too much, when he's gone to america i will be dying and regretting his short, lanky, bird hair presence. 

the rents came to terry lee to pay the fees and also talk about my progress and i'm so embarassed sldfjslkdjflsdf apparently i'm really quiet but i study well. which is weird..cause i'm just like..average.. but he said im good at trigonometry and in my head im just like WOOT ALL THANKS TO TRUONG AND THE UNIT CIRCLE SOOOONNNNNNNNN. 

went home and now lazy again and checking urban outfitters hahahs, guess it's going to take a while before a pick my ass up and become more studious. 

here's an oldie but a goodie: