That time of the night

1.00AM

Where you can't fall asleep, thinking about something and just feeling like a load of crap cause theres too many thoughts are in your head.

The time of night to visit the past and flick through the photos, the messages, the times.

The time of night to make irritional decisions by typing up long messages to send to them, not thinking about how awkward it would be. But then the thought of being shamed and thought of as idiotic comes to mind and you erase the messages and the thoughts you want to express slowly drift off, yet your mind could mot drift off.

Then you think of what they're doing at this time; would they be busy preparing for the day or would they be the same as you.

And the fucking rain doesnt even help. Bleugh.