8/05/2012

Im struggling with english

Like i know im a little more than average compared to the class but it kills me so much.

I motivate myself to start off trying to construct a new essay cause i wasnt proud of what i did. And i spent 15 minutes just to write a sentence.

I dont know. I have a concept in my head of how to contruct these paragraphs. LIKE I KNOW WHAT TO DO. But i cant type it up. And when i do its just so sucky.

Every fcking sentence i always try to make it structure professionally and it just ends up a mess. It pisses me off. And cinquetti says to keep it simple; and i read through his stuff and think that, though its simply written, its so magnificently brought up -his points- mine is just fjskkkdkslfksfkdo.

Yeah i need a good english tutor. Im so disappointed in myself. I mean i thought i improved this year and to be honest last year i didnt even care. But like, the more lessons i have with cinquetti the more i think im failing this subject. Dont get me wrong, his a great teacher and i learn so much from him, but that makes me look at my work and get so disapointed cause its not even worth him marking.

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