Day 11#the person that caused you a lot of pain

Uhm, probably one of my closest friends. She probably knows who she is.

I guess we began on a roughpatch to start with. We we're compatible, yet all sorts of drama happen between each other and other people that we always end up hurting each other.

Tbh the beginning of year 8, i was very reluctant to have her in my class again. After all that happened in year 7 i wasnt sure how we'd get along. And though we told each other we'd get past it and forget it of course it can't be all forgotten. We definitely had some highlight moments. We bonded so well and people around us would comment on how tight we were, ad we honestly was. I'd tell her all the problems i had with my group, since i had some problems in year 8, and she'd help me and comfort me with er words, which was very comforting for a kid like me.

Then the rough patches came again.

There were misunderstandings, and she said she said, and other people got involve in spreading stuff and contributing their shit that we started to misunderstand each other and hurt each other. We had one big fight though, through misunderstandings via some other friends' problems that caused distrust amongst us. It was huge. But weirdly, after we talked, we got passed it and that bonded us together. I think that was when i realise how much she means towards me.

Year 9 though was a huge step for our relationship. Obviously there was drama here and there between other people around us which caused our relationship to go a bit awkward because we were siding on opposite sides. But when she herself went into her own personal problems, tbh that caused me a lot of pain as well. I always thought of her as a strong witted person but to see her go through that, through what she told me, made me feel so hurt for her. And to see that she wouldnt listen to me and wouldnt accept my help, all these bad thoguhts came into my head about what she might do and i was really distressed.

But then, it also showed how mch she trusted me. Afterwards we have this special bond. Obviously we arent close like year 8 because we were hangin one on one, but she'd always call me when she needs help and treats me like she cares. And though we get on each others nerves, i knownshe loces and cares for me a lot, and i love her a lot as well.

Through all we've been through, she is probably the person who caused me to cry feel painful a lot but also the person who taught me to be strong and be independent and be myself. And for that im really grateful :)