Hahahas couldn't be bothered studying yesterday, now im screwed for my exams tomorrow. #shittytimemanagement

MY JAM: Quick sesh.

Okay so, I've been listening to this song on loop for so many weeks. I've been going through a lot of folk/indie/acoustic stuff and I discovered this video by BON IVER. Okay I know, I'm sososososos late and slow on this. But he is such a good singer. So yeah, here is a small video before I go and try to finish my elective history. I'm going to fail so bad ehehez. 

 

DAY UNO: My Bestfriend

Honestly I don't just have one. I've had numerous besties all my life, some I was so close to before and now still in my group but just not close anymore. But i don't think there's anything as a best friend for I just have so many close friends that i have different things in common with. So I'm renaming this to: MY CLOSE FRIENDS. Here there are:

NIGASHINI

She is one of the nicest people you could ever meet. Funny, whiny, kinda of blunt, but that's what i like about her. We can call each other up and just talk about weird things, weird people, bitch about people. And I know I could always count on her when I tell her my most secret things. We've known each other since year 7 when I started to drift from my old school friends and joined her group. At first we were really awkward but things just got better from there. She's very studious, which puts me on track as well and when we're together doing group work we're always up top. Sometimes we have our moments when we tick each other off, but that is rare and, it's obvious best friends are meant to be like that. And lastly, she knows what she is. I could tell her when she's being mean and she gets me and tries to change it. Some other people just act all righteous and ignore what others say but she gets it. 

JASMINE

Jasmine is probably one of the people that I'm most grateful for to meet. We knew each other in year 8 when we were in the same class but it was really awkward then. ahahahs mostly when she started dissing me on the first day of year eight. But the lady is quite awesome. We started hanging out on the train and we caught a different one to be with her and chen, and we bonded over the most funniest things; our different phases, our random trolling on fanfic sites, the guys that we like - well the guys that I like. And I love calling her up and having the most funniest chats. We also have this really great bond on fb, and our wallposts are hilarious and don't even make sense. She's one of the few people which I am comfortable to go all crazy with cause she goes crazy with me as well.    

CHEN

Chen is probably the person I feel most comfortable with. I could tell her everything. Honestly everything. And know that she wouldn't judge me or tell anyone else. And I honestly have never doubt her. She witty, funny, and when you ask her to do something with you she'd always have your back. Sometimes she pisses me off when she doesn't go to school for like..weeks ahahahs. But yes, I love her so much. We bonded in year 8 over our whacky car drives to and from basketball and, as a pair, we're pretty hilarious. We sing to all these songs on the radio, talk about weird things and make faces to other drivers. I know she has her times when she's ticked off about something and I know that she is but everyone has those times.   

AND IM OUT. 

30 DAY CHALLENGE

yeah laugh at me. i've this a bajillion times before and still haven't even gone through all of them. so yeah, just need to get things off my chest. 

DAY#1. MY BEST FRIEND
DAY#2. MY CRUSH (PAST)
DAY#2. MY CRUSH (NOW)
DAY#3. MY PARENTS
DAY#4. MY SISTER                                                   

DAY#5. MY DREAMS
DAY#6. A STRANGER
DAY#8. YOUR FAVOURITE INTERNET FRIEND
DAY#9. SOMEONE YOU WISH YOU COULD MEET
DAY#10. SOMEONE YOU DON’T TALK TO AS MUCH AS YOU’D LIKE TO
DAY#12. THE PERSON YOU HATE MOST/CAUSED YOU A LOT OF PAIN
DAY#13. SOMEONE YOU WISH COULD FORGIVE YOU
DAY#14. SOMEONE YOU’VE DRIFTED AWAY FROM
DAY#15. THE PERSON YOU MISS THE MOST
DAY#16. SOMEONE THAT’S NOT IN YOUR STATE/COUNTRY
DAY#17. SOMEONE FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD
DAY#18. THE PERSON THAT YOU WISH YOU COULD BE
DAY#19. SOMEONE THAT PESTERS YOUR MIND
DAY#20. THE ONE THAT BROKE YOUR HEART THE HARDEST
DAY#21. SOMEONE YOU JUDGED BY THEIR FIRST IMPRESSION
DAY#22. SOMEONE YOU WANT TO GIVE A SECOND CHANCE TO
DAY#23. THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED
DAY#24. THE PERSON THAT GAVE YOU YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY
DAY#25. THE PERSON YOU KNOW THAT IS GOING THROUGH THE WORST OF TIMES
DAY#26. THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE A PINKY PROMISE TO
DAY#27. THE FRIENDLIEST PERSON YOU KNEW FOR ONLY ONE DAY
DAY#28. SOMEONE THAT CHANGED YOUR LIFE
DAY#29. THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT TO TELL EVERYTHING TO, BUT TOO AFRAID TO
DAY#30. YOUR REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR

I can't get shit in my head :(

So screwed, 2 days to go before english ajaljkjskfjskcjskxkj.

Ive done so much studying today i feel so antisocial

Like a bajillion chapters of maths and a 2 practice exams

Got the jist of chem
Got the jist of women and vietnamwar

Fck, i havent socialised in ages, i feel like a nerd.

Waiting for daddy to return home with the kebabs

Have been starving dinner for this and he's an hour late asdfgjakdjajdkkkdlssk.

I am not going to bring money to school

I can't even trust myself; bring up some extra change and end up using it so quick. Omfgggggg

And trying to limit how much i scab food off people.

Studyin makes me feel flabbeh.

Sitting there doing maths all day long :/

Lololol why the fck am i here iunno.

So i spent the whole yesterday and today on my essay, AND IM STILL NOT DONE.

I lied. Okay so yesterday i went to btown and paraded lincraft looking for textiles shit because guess what? THERES ANOTHER TEXTILES ASSIGNMENT HOOORAAAY. So lile, i dont see any fabric that i like. And the embellisments costed 8 dollars for 12. And i need like..100.

Then i went home and waited on my mumsies and dadda to go cabra. But they cancelled it on my face because they were too lazy and my uncle was coming to our house in the arvo and they had to be there BUT NOO they ended up going to buy some cake so i had to serve the my uncle myself.

So i ended up starting my essay at night and i was like yurhhh im on a roll because it sounded so flowy and noice.

This morning i woke up and dad suggested we go cabra so we went and i got my fabrics :DD yayayayaya. And its like shantung black and muslin turquoise :) and its so cheap, like 27 altogether.

But then we got home late, like 2 and i started continued my essay at 3. And i literally, no joke, spent 2 hours fixing one paragraph because it just doesnt look right. And im still fixing it.

Why? Cause i suck at english. Dad suggested i go tutoring but ive been to english tutoring when i was a kid and it never really worked out. And now i finally got one paragrah to go, 500 words short on my word limit. AND I GOT FCKING TRUONG I HAVENT TOUCH CAUSE ITS MINDFCKING.

Someone please come and help me its driving me creys S:

Back to the books :/

im really pissed off, like super pissed off. WHYWHYWHY? becasue im sosos full., like my mum went full crazy on our mothers day feast even
though its not even mothers day yet. and she bought two packets of oysters, abalones, muscles, omggg it was so nice. and we had a hot pot as well. and now im so full. and i went on to treadmill for like 15 mins full sprinting and im still out of breath but MY STOMACHE IS STILL FULL. i feel so flabby erhghghghghghg. and i feel terribly bad because i just checked my phone which was stuffed at the bottom of my bag and realised that sarah and angel has called me a bajillion times. ughhs i feel so bad BUT THEY SHOULD KNOW MY PHONE IS NONEXISTENT TO ME MOST OF THE TIME. Sorry guys i love you. Ahahahs ignore me im going ballistic, ive been singing the once upon a time ad's song all throughout the day and going high on tiramisu cake :P

BUT YEAH CAKE WOOOO. HAPPY EARLY MOTHERS DAY GUISE.

Im outtie.

Weird reversal

These past few weeks a lot of weird things has happened. 
First things first, someone that I didn't really have a good opinion of, suddenly became very close to me. 

She suddenly appeared to be so nice and at first I thought it was all just temporary. But then there comes all these acts of niceness. Like when I was just sitting in close in the middle of a 5by and both sides are having deep convos, she'd ask me if I'd like to listen into one of them. And when we had group assignments together, she was very helpful and we worked together without having awkward moments when we have different views. I'd help her out and she'd help me out. And when Nigashini is a butthead to walk me down the platform even though I literally go with her everywhere she wants; like a bajillion visits to our lockers even though I didn't need to go, she'd be like:"Hey I'll go with you" We have gotten very close over the past few weeks.

And then there's the close ones that have stepped down a level. It's not that we don't talk/see each other often. We are in at least one class together everyday. But it's just, sometimes, when I ask a question to keep the conversation going, she'd just meanly answer to it and it just pisses me off. It's not just once or twice because I would just let that go, but many times it has happened. Excuse me, but I'm just trying to not make it awkward between us. 
We sometimes get off on things in the past weeks, it's our mutual liking to music and stories that keep us going and, if there wasn't that, I don't think we'd be able to talk. Plus, this week, she acted to hostile to me. I mean, I went onto her platform and she pointed a finger at me and was like:"what are you doing here?" and I was in a pissed mood to start with so I said:"don't point your finger at me" and then she's like:"but why are you here?" this time louder and her finger was still pointing even though i pushed it down. And i was just like, bitch this is a free country I could go wherever I want. Don't be rude. And to add onto that Sadia was on the platform as well and she made a big deal of it to me? When was there a rule which stated, wherever you live you stay on that platform? 

The thing is we were very close. And I usually pull off all these gaps between people when I became a tad distant to someone. 
Like Kim. Me and Kim haven't talked in the holidays nor gone somewhere together in a while. And because we're so busy in class we never get to talk. But, just simply talking about what  we have in common we're back to biffles. And I don't get how someone, closer to me than Kim, could be this hard to crack. And I've been getting so many stabs at it but it's not working atm. 

On the other hand, I have been able to make another friend! Well we've known each other for quite some time but we haven't been able to hit it off. But, last week when we found out our mutual appreciation for Sherlock, we just hit it off. We share all these facts together and just today she pointed out a Benedict Cumberbatch lookalike and we swooned over this guy that has the exact style and nose of Benedict. ahahahs. 
 

So yeahs, weird week but quite fun.

Le Petit Escargot.

The Little Snail, Darling Harbour

Hey guys. I haven't been able to foodblog for so long because of a pretty busy schedule; all I could do was rant ahahas, so today I'm going to food blog ABOUT THE LITTLE SNAIL. 

So yeahs, our 2 french classes went on an excursion to this lovely restaurant at Darling Harbour to taste the french cuisine :)

And we didn't need to wait long, we got our food 5 minutes after we arrived. 

SNAILS BRAHS

 So for entree, I got snails in garlic butter sauce. The snails were yuum and the garlic sauce was tres bonne! But some people didn't really like the taste of snails. But since it's a French delicacy, you guys should all try it.

Soup of the day (Onion soup)

 My friend ordered the soup of the day, which was onion soup. It sounded pretty normal but omfffggg it tasted sosososos nice. and they had a piece of garlic bread in it which made it a whole heap better!


After entree we goofed around a bit. Which was like us taking goofy pictures in sucha grand restaurant bahahahahs. AND THEN THE MAIN COURSE CAME OUT.

Chicken in Duck Wine Sauce, Wrapped In Bacon

For my next course I had Chicken Wrapped in Bacon, in Duck Wine Sauce. There was also mashed potato and, as you can see, a cauliflower. I friggin hate cauliflower ehehehz. The entree, though, wasn't as nice as I imagined. The chicken, I think, was overcooked because it was pretty hard.The sauce though, was pretty nice, so I managed to finish it.

Salmon..and rice?

 My friend got salmon and rice and, i have to admit, this was the better choice. The texture of the salmon was so good and the rice was good as well, though I could taste a hint of wine. 
AND LASTLY WAS DESSERT. Dessert came in many shapes and sizes and there was three to choose from.

MAH BOOTIFUL CREME CARAMEL

 So firstly the creme caramels came out and I was like omfgofmfomgofmgofmofmogf sah pretty. The thing that was different to my grandma's recipe was that it had honey in it, and most of my friends had holes in their creme caramel and i was like bhahahahs my grandma is more pro. But it tasted so nice and the strawberry added a hint of freshness. Everyone liked it. But then...CAME THE MOUSSE

Chocolate Mousse

 When Ms gave us a sheet to order our food, I was hesitant in choosing the mousse because I had a bad experience with it at camp where we got a chunkful and ended up throwing it, and feeling super sick. So i was like, no schmank you. But this. THIS. THIS. LOOKED SO DELICIOUS. it wasn't in a heap like what they gave out in bowls at camp..with 50c sprinkles on them. It looked so pro.but omfg wait until you see this:

THE FCKING FRENCH VANILLA ICECREAM

OKAY LIKE THE FACK? The most common dessert turned out to be the best looking?! They was the icecream, with a layer of biscuit at the bottom and toffee at the top and it looked sososos bootiful. But apparently it just tasted like normal icecream.

Ughhs, the food ended up so nice, worth $26. Me and Kim and Sadia ended up being so full and we had to walk back home. And stupid me and Kim decided to work from Darling Harbour to Central because we're hopeless nuts. ahahahas still it was super fun :)

And I'M OUTTIE.  

Changed my url again due to many unwelcomed bitches cripping. Ahahas no you are welcome but its no fun spreading the word. You wont be able to read more rants like you want to when im looking both ways to see if my victims would come and attack me.

Just putting it out there.

I wonder if we're still the same. Sometimes it feels so iffy between us even though you assure me that its not, its doubting me more and more whether my decisions are right or not. And whether im making the right choice leaning onto you. I know its been difficult for you as well so i won' t be mad if you need the space. But i really want to know if you do, because i don't like delaying things. What needs to be done should be done and if we don't feel the same way anymore, maybe its best if we just stay as friends.

so fcking rude.

people who insult their teachers and back-chatting them. 
so some year eights were insulting their substitute and i felt so sorry for the lady. 

like so yeah you hate them because they're boring and blahblah. they make you do work, tell you to shut up. most of the time i hate them for their ways as well. 

but grow up. don't insult them calling them this and that, back-chatting them and such. imagine you have to teach a bunch of kids as ignorant as you.