These past few weeks a lot of weird things has happened.
First things first, someone that I didn't really have a good opinion of, suddenly became very close to me.
She suddenly appeared to be so nice and at first I thought it was all just temporary. But then there comes all these acts of niceness. Like when I was just sitting in close in the middle of a 5by and both sides are having deep convos, she'd ask me if I'd like to listen into one of them. And when we had group assignments together, she was very helpful and we worked together without having awkward moments when we have different views. I'd help her out and she'd help me out. And when Nigashini is a butthead to walk me down the platform even though I literally go with her everywhere she wants; like a bajillion visits to our lockers even though I didn't need to go, she'd be like:"Hey I'll go with you" We have gotten very close over the past few weeks.
And then there's the close ones that have stepped down a level. It's not that we don't talk/see each other often. We are in at least one class together everyday. But it's just, sometimes, when I ask a question to keep the conversation going, she'd just meanly answer to it and it just pisses me off. It's not just once or twice because I would just let that go, but many times it has happened. Excuse me, but I'm just trying to not make it awkward between us.
We sometimes get off on things in the past weeks, it's our mutual liking to music and stories that keep us going and, if there wasn't that, I don't think we'd be able to talk. Plus, this week, she acted to hostile to me. I mean, I went onto her platform and she pointed a finger at me and was like:"what are you doing here?" and I was in a pissed mood to start with so I said:"don't point your finger at me" and then she's like:"but why are you here?" this time louder and her finger was still pointing even though i pushed it down. And i was just like, bitch this is a free country I could go wherever I want. Don't be rude. And to add onto that Sadia was on the platform as well and she made a big deal of it to me? When was there a rule which stated, wherever you live you stay on that platform?
The thing is we were very close. And I usually pull off all these gaps between people when I became a tad distant to someone.
Like Kim. Me and Kim haven't talked in the holidays nor gone somewhere together in a while. And because we're so busy in class we never get to talk. But, just simply talking about what we have in common we're back to biffles. And I don't get how someone, closer to me than Kim, could be this hard to crack. And I've been getting so many stabs at it but it's not working atm.
On the other hand, I have been able to make another friend! Well we've known each other for quite some time but we haven't been able to hit it off. But, last week when we found out our mutual appreciation for Sherlock, we just hit it off. We share all these facts together and just today she pointed out a Benedict Cumberbatch lookalike and we swooned over this guy that has the exact style and nose of Benedict. ahahahs.
So yeahs, weird week but quite fun.
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