MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE

Firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVES ahahas.

Going to be spending the night watching Carols by Candlenight heeellls yeahs :) anyhoos, GUESS WHO CONFESSED? hahahas ladidadida! awwws, he was sucha cutie, even though i admit he sucks at confessing :P making me go around in circles hahas, whatta corny person. mhmm, but honestly it pretty sucks, I know its not going to go anywhere so I felt bad making him raise his hopes. Iunno, I used to like him but now just only as a friend, and I feel more comfortable that way anyways, BUT I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM. ohgosh, I'm so complicated sometimes.

hmmm talking about that, i should talk about hkpr. Really, I barely dj. I feel awks, I just go dj, I don't even talk to the others, that's why I'm not that known. So i don't know if I should continue doing it or not, I feel so outta the circle and sometimes I just cbfcked doing it, there's better stuff on my agenda.

mhmm, i went buffet with the whole fam bam today and hells yeah the food was nice :) I had 4 dishes altogether; a salad plate, a sushi plate, a fried shit plate - a hella was that filling- and a dessert plate which was scrumdiliumptious ofc.

AND omgg the cappuccino...i can't even describe how lovely it was. hahas, saw a hottie there, we smiled when met at the plate section, and guess who else? REYNOLD. OMG the dude that flipped his eyelids inside out and made my friend cry, hahas. Tina tried to talk to him but he doesnt remember her so I didn't wanna go and make him more confused. I just sat there and ate, lul.

Spent the whole afternoon watching Van Son and then skipped Asia...I'm just there to watch that cutie viet guy sing Frosty The Snowman. and his dancing is soooo funnay hahas.

Anyhoos, jamming Lydia Paek's and JReyez's cover of Elle Varner- Only Want To Give It To You. OMGG IT'S SO GOODDD :))

mhmm..Christmas is near..I have to start gathering things up and ship them to San Diego for him, FRIGGIN COSTS ME 20 BUCKS FOR SHIPPING MYGOSH. haha but he'll be getting me something back so, meh, its worth it. Plus, what else am I going to do with that straw fedora and primadonald bag? I am no Primadonna myself.

I'll be going to the city on Boxing Day to celebrate Maddi's bday so I'mma go find some cord to finish up his bag and theeen ship it, I think it'll come to him in 2 weeks time the least? iunno, because Aus.Post is sooo shitty atm, everyone's talking about how they don't trust it anymore.

Other than that I need a new pair of shorts, and factorie has a 2 for $40 sale. DAYUUMMM :D I seriously have no money left though, so I don't know why I'm willing to go because I needa save up my bucks. But I feel sorry for Maddi because barely anyone is coming - because some stupid people use the excuse that they're not close to her, them bitches..and I need to get out of my house before I drown of loneliness, ahahas. AND BOREDOM. I got nothing to do but refresh my fb news feed ohholygoddd.

Mum and Dad is holding up pretty well after the car accident, and I think I'm back to normal except for, when I sit at the front seat, I kinda do get paranoid. No one is making conversations about the accident of course, as we try to forget all of that and get along with normal stuff. And, when we do, it's a little awkward silence and I just hum and walk away.

OKAY, THAT'S MY TALK TODAY, imma post the cover up for you guys, because it's soooo good. And yeahs, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to y'all. hahas, I'm out :)