Fckfckfck

I am in so much deepshit. I don't know what to do, how to react to all this.

And i feel so sorry for mum. It is all y fault. If i helped her pay attention to the road and all..omg why am i so stupid. Now dad's just screaming at her about how stupid she is and she's tryin to hold it in.

And don't think its a good time to be crying in front of them, i dont think that would help. My stomache hurts really much and my head is pounding and i'm not sure if it was because of the accident or because i'm just completely shocked.

I know at least me and mum are safe but that's just a whole festive season ruined. i won't be able to go anywhere anymore and my plans for the holidays would be ruined. Fackfackfack.