2013 IN REVIEW

THINGS IVE LEARNT 

- have more confidence and self-value: 

2013 have seen me make more positive choices, healtheir decisions, getting myself out there with others and also sticking to the ones that make me feel good and all of those have really boosted my confidence and self-value this year. 

- dealing with friendship breakups: 

Usually i tend to have as little as possible cause i hate those awkward ends to friendships. However this year ive 'brokenup' with a few of my (ex)closest friends and at first i couldnt deal with it as well and have relapse where id regret or feel down while remembering the good times. 

But it also has taught me something valuable: those people who you dont fight for and who dont fight for you are not in ur present circle for a reason, be blessed with the good memories but also be happy that its done. Yeaaah cheesy 

-getting shit in school isnt the end of the world: 

Omg if the old year10/11 me hear this ill be like yeah tell that to the 72 on my report for chem. 

i realised when i stopped worrying and panicking for subjects and just do it cause i find it fun and just take it steady the outcome is so much better. 

And plus, this year i got aaron so aint gonna fail HUEHUEHUEHEUH

Oh btw aaron if youre reading this -which i swear you are cause ur responses are so based off my rants- i kept having dreams of u coming back from america and being nice CAUSE WE HAVE SOME UNRESOLVED PROBLEMS HERE YOU HAVE NOT TEXTED ME/MSGED ME BACK. noooooot being clingy or desperate but my pet peeve is not responding- like is something wrong with u? are you okay?i can see your 'seen' but dont know if i need to come save you from a cave cause youve got no connection TO REPLY. At least say 'k'. Another pet peeve but thats better than a fucking fb 'seen'. And i even wished you a good trip :( 

- being more considerate towards others

Still working at that. But this year ive troed to stop secretly thinking for myself in others situations and just being there for others. Especially with tina and dealing with her immense socialising at uni and not being at home so much. Beginning of 2013 i was definitely pissed off but im starting to be more accepting...trying at least hahahas

This year i want to: 

- BE ON TOP OF MY GAME. which means no more last minute studying, weeklong procrastinations, rebelling in maths, sleeping in english HAHAHAS

- BE HAPPIER and least stressed for no reason

- BE HEALTHIER and feel good not for the weight ive lost but what ive achieved physically and mentally 

- GET OUT THERE MORE AND LIVE THE LAST YEAR OF HS - MAKE MORE FRIENDS 

- ACE THAT FUCKING TEXTILES MAJOR AND MAKE THE JUDGES JAWS DROP

Danke for joining me on my 2013 trip of random rants, mood swings, grossly grammar-ed posts and promises to do things that i never do (like this months soundcloud playlist) 

Hope y'all have a great 2014- this year better be good! 

Cheers and Ancora Imparo :) 

(I dontt think that really makes sense, ohwells)