7/17/2013

First day back

1. Pretty good morning except muscle soreness on both my shoulders 
1.5. Had to pain relieving herbal stickons on both shoulder smelt like a chinese her herbal mint all day but still good
2. Was going good until 
3. Died in maths 
4. Read exemplar sypnopsis for sypnopsis due this friday didnt know about it didnt get my shit cause i was sick last day of school and forgot 
5. Died in chem. still ended up finishing work on 10%body battery
6. Met xin on train doed when she got off
7. Read one chapter of Brave New World then fell asleep on train woke up to the smell of bread 
8. Came home had dinner immediately due to busy schedule planned for the night
9. Began to HIIT but died even through low impact cardio cause arms and shoulder spasmed every time i moved 
10. Had to forfeit at 20mins cause hurted so much 
11. Still tried to be positive and began sypnopsis for history 
12. Spent FROM 8.30 to 11PM changing and changing and changing ideas on modern hist investigate essay cause i take my modern seriously and there is no such that as a debate on how prohibition era was a fail or an achievement cause ITS SO OBVIOUS IT WAS SHIT. 
13. Felt like crying tried to stay positive snd changed to english at 11pm
14. Soldiered on with 5% body battery even after food recharge, had sea salt and balsamic vinegar sakatas at night WHICH ULTIMATELY EQUALS TO 
15.bloated face in the morning, barely enough sleep and a fucking stupid sypnopsis due soon that DOESNT COUNT TO ANYTHING BUT IS LIKE EVERYTHING

I felt like i could do anything if i tried hard but realise i just dont have enough time for everything. Doing things like reading on the train and even at lunch and cuttig down basic necessities like eatting time and exercise just so i could finish work, but it ends up making me feel so tired and drained completely and we've only just begun. 
:( i feel like crying the dreading has officially began 

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