spent ages trying to use photoshop and at the end of the day i think i have done a pretty swell job :) so get used to this for it will take a while before i change it the template again :)
finally, it is time to chill :)
I dont regret it. ive never regretted it at all.
To me it felt like a journey of discovering who i am through being with you and knowing what i wanted.
Yes i wanted you. Yes there was a time that i wanted you more than anything and to me you were perfection but i just couldnt see it happening.
Yes i lied to you. I lied that my feelings died because it never had. I still respected you and loved you but i was also cautious to not let myself go overboard and i decided that that was all we could ever be- more than best friends but less than a relationship.
I dont know about you but to me, even tho you weren't the first, you definitely felt like my first love.
We've both moved on now- ive found someone else and you told me you found someone too and , trust me, i am more than happy for you.
Cause i rather, this time, that you received that love that youve always given you truly deceive it. And im happy with someone who respects and loves me equally as well.
But idk about you but, to me, youll always be something special to me. You'll always be that one bittersweet memory, that 'couldhavebeen', the one that i've stopped loving but still do love. Yes i still do imagine sometimes what fun it would be if we actually were. I dont know if youll ever be able to read this but i just want you to know how i feel even after this journey has ended.
I wish you the best.
0 comments:
Post a Comment