got faith in your and i, so put your pretty little hands in mine

Trails And Ways - Sure Thing (Miguel Cover)

i always wonder if you ever feel the same way that i do right now- hurt and disappointed. 

sometimes i feel like you moved on so quick but i'm stuck in the same position. 

i still think of you. small things like songs and movies and tv shows that we've talked about. these things tick me off and i go through a state of melancholy thinking about you and how we used to love each other. 

do you ever feel the same way that i do? do you ever listen to music and think of me or even eat food that we've talked about and remember the times we had? 

i feel like such an idiot for still holding onto the past but i miss you. cause for the time you were the only thing i had. i thought that it should be me who would move on first since i was the one that ended it but i'm stuck in this static position. i can't go on facebook without thinking of you, couldn't look through my phone without wondering what you're doing. but you're so dead on the other side. and it makes me wonder why i'm still holding on to something that i didn't want and something that would never be mine.