changed back my url, feeling more comfortable

Do you ever have this feeling where you don't like someone, idk due to past experiences or maybe gossip and then you actually talk to them and you feel so incredibly guilty you thought of that in the first place?

i recently became better friends with this girl. At first we were only acquaintances and also, due to so many things that happened between everyone around me, we didn't like each other. So when a situation came up which meant that we had to be around each other more, i got to spend more time with her. 

And tbh, now I don't mind her. I get why people around me don't like her - her personality can be sometimes off putting and she could be seen as really passive aggressive- but I find that how you treat people is how they would treat you back. Now it pisses me off when I hear people bitch about her. It's not like im super close with her or anything like that to be saying "oh no don't bitch about that girl you've got it wrong" but I don't see how those people could make such judgements, since I'm very sure they don't know her that well.

As bitchy as people  may be, it's not so "impossible" that they would treat you well. Maybe you gotta be the first to do so, but you'll get what you deserve sooner or later. 

The new classmate came to school today. I think I did a pretty good job talking to her at the office and taking her in and introducing her to people. She's a pretty cool girl who's all the way from NZ but with a pretty confusing history hahahas. It's so funny seeing her try to explain to everyone else the same thing over again and seeing people going "oh woooow."

Afterschool went home early to go with mum to the dentist and talked to this uni guy who did some kind of work experience there. He's interested in pharmacy - which doesn't explain why he's at a dentist place hahahs- but i told him how I didn't like physics and science in general but I'm planning to do optometry and he's like "hahas you can do it but it's pretty hard and you gotta be dedicated." I really don't know what I want to do now, nor if i should change my subjects for next year or not. so brain racking hahas.

ANYYWAAAAYS. Day off tomorrow to go pick my gran from the airport :) yay to not going to school and doing nothing hahahas.

cheerios!