Last blog post for 2 weeks :)

heyhey,

so yeah today would be the last day that i blog or even go on to check posts. im going to be blocking this page and all so i dont have the sudden urge. but not that i do since im up to my neck with shit.

exams exams exams. i dont know why i think like this but i find this the most important exam period yet. all my friends are chill and i don't get how they could. i feel so sucky i wasted a holiday and things arent going the way i plan but thats what i get for not studying properly.

talked to brian yesterday night at the most ungodly hour and he's like relax you need time for yourself. but like sometimes when i do, like yesterday how i watched bourne ultimatum, i feel so guilty and tensed cause im not using my time properly. but like, im going to the point where i think im overstudying and i feel so tired and yeah, back on my daily dose of coffee.

and im following his advice to leave english to the end if it stresses me out too much. HOPEFULLY things will go well.

but thinking about it, these exams would be the last exam where i do things i hate: pd, geo, elec history, french. so yeah, SOLDIER ON :))