OHMYFCKINGGOD

I really hate this whole formal shit. so fcking much it's not funny anymore. everyone's showing their bitchy side, excluding people and assuming shit, making seats up for everyone else...and obviously putting them in the centre of attention. it's pretty much happening to every fcking group. every fcking one.

thats why im pulling myself out of all this shit, i really dont want to get involved. it really brings out the worst and the bitchiest in people. i hear people are crying and talking about other people behind their backs.

i mean. why should you guys have more chance of being immediately included in the group table if you talk shit behind people's backs and plan stuff and chuck people out like that? it's not just one or two people. it's a whole bunch. all cause people around you think the same DOESNT FCKING MEAN YOU CAN JUST PUSH SOMEONE OUT. and you'd look at the crying girl and you'd be like:"oh i feel bad. but i want to save my fcking self and get my seat so i won't do anything.'

i can't believe this is happening. im so embarassed.

hahahas, and tbh im not even sure if im immune to this, even if im out of all this drama. how could i be so sure if i wouldn't be bitched out as well?! hahahas maybe i'd get pushed nicely onto another table just cause i know the other table well, going by your assumptions? 

and just cause 'i can't socialise with other people' you are immediately immune to all this and can sit back in the cliche? haha you guys are so funny. yeah, this is another excuse that i heard people going around saying.

seriously,every can be nice but the whole fcking table thing just brings out the worst in the whole fcking grade. might as well not have tables and sit on the fcking floor so people won't get so bitchy and hurt.



fcking, this is the time when i wish we'd fcking have finger foods.