it's really weird. i know this person for so long and there was this huge phase when we were sososo close. now it just feels really hard to talk to her.
i mean there are still some things that we can still talk about but then things start to get so awkward when that topic dries out and im just like omgaaaah i don't know what to talk to her about.
to be honest we connected through our liking for the same music and blah. but like, im past that whole kpop phase and i don't go spastic like how she does anymore. and i just can't think of anything to talk to her about anymore i don't get why.
like there's these people that i really dont have anything to talk to them about but we end up talking about crap or acting goofy and most of them i have nothing in common with.
She, however, have so many things in common with me. maybe it's cause we see each other too much that we pretty much know everything about each other? but i see her around people that spend more time with her compared to me and she talks comfortably.
but lsdkfjslkdjflskdjflkjsdl when we talk we start off on a good note and then it's just silence for a while. and time to time i'd ask her stuff and she'd answer and then it'll just be really quiet. AND I CANT EVEN FIND MY GOOFYNESS WHEN IM AROUND HER.
but when we're with a group of people i can talk to her and make conversation with the whole group and get things going but when it's just one on one it's ohsoawkward.
iunno, it's really sad. i can't connect to her like a used to. and then i wish that my life was more interesting like a got a job but had to work with a jerk and then complain to her. cause know we keep circleling the same topic over and over again my goofyness is not working anymore. and that's usually the last thing i'd resort to.
omg what to do.
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