hi you.
honestly you're so annoying. not like cute annoying or like girly annoying but just confusing annoying.
okay so we're not on good terms and so when you randomly pop up i try to make it up to you by trying to be all happy and shit.and i'd ask you how you're going and how are things for you and then you'd criticise me for asking you that, saying why i never cared until now.
im sorry, i was trying to make conversation with you and break that awkward silence. but fine okay, if that's what you want.
and then you'd ask some deep questions and then i'd try to help you by suggesting stuff to do and blah and then you wouldn't even take all the things i've said on board and change the subject by saying stupid things that doesn't even have anything to do with it. and it really does piss me off. i mean if you want to talk to me but can't be fcked to listen then whats the point? and mostly when we're on a serious topic and i'm trying to help YOU.
I don't know what you want, honestly. I mean i used to tell myself that i should make up to you since the last time. i did shit and i'm trying to turn things around. But now i'm not sure if i want that or not anymore. you're really nice and every single conversation but most of the time you act like such a dick. and like, sometimes i think that it's just unintentional but it's getting really out of hand.
i let you have things your way because i know how emotional you can be most of the time but you're getting on my nerves so much, and i really can't deal with your emotional shit anymore. i'm sorry, but if you need to someone to sulk to, i'm sorry thats not me.
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