it's a thursday rant :)

I need money. like seriously.
My mum won't let me get a job or something, it's really stinky.

But...SHE'LL LET ME GET ANOTHER PIERCING. fck yeah. I've always wanted to get another piercing...but i have different places where i want to have it. obviously she won't let me get a bellybutton, so that'll suck.
I want one on my cartillage at the top of my ear, but my friend says mine needs to mature or i might risk breaking it. I don't know, i seriously want it and i know people my age who have it. And i do want one next to my other ear pierced holes. I was thinking, one cartilage pierce on my left ear and one second one at the lobe on the right? I don't know, I don't know if that's weird or not. But i like the idea.

I've been thinking a lot of shaving my head as well. Like, half shave it and shave an infinite sign on it. I don't know! It's going to make my unsharp jaw very obvious though. haha.

Okay, let me ask you something? Do you really think about what people think about you? And not just the way you dress but like..the way you act in public? I have this friend who's like: "Omg. i didn't want to carry ______ around where i live because it's embarassing; I don't want to go do this, do that, because it's embarassing."

I think like that..but only to an extent. I don't know, i feel like she's too worried about what people think about her, and I don't think she'd should think like that because there are more people who are in a worst position than her or don't have the money to dress themselves properly. She, on the other hand, spends lots of time and money to make her look appropriate...but for who? I understand if she has a boyfriend or something but she's too...I don't know.

And she's very judgemental as well. If someone would say something, she'd be like: "Ewwwww...that's so weird." She's very judgemental about things even and it's too blunt, sometimes to a point when it's just very mean. But, how am I meant to tell her this? And someone did actually say it but she's like: "Yeah but I have to tell her so she knows." Knows what? That she likes something that you don't? That she finds something cool and you don't? Is that a bad thing?

And, whenever she sees something on someone that she doesn't like, she disses them. Like...if someone wears an accessory that she thinks is gross, she judges them; judging their clothes, their face, their hair.

I don't know what to say. I honestly do that but I know when it's the limit to stop. And plus, judging someone/telling that they're ugly doesn't make you any prettier.

Anyhooooo. New's on Luke. This: I SERIOUSLY AM OVER HIM.

OMG REALLY. LIKE, egotistic? Mean? Ignorant? My sister told me that he still bullies her bf and, although I've sided with Luke everytime, i think i can't anymore. He's too much of a biotch.

I. AM. DONE.