WELCOME OCTOBER. (tmr)
WELCOME BIRTHDAY MONTH.
the october mix is full of chill sessions and sad songs so i put in more upbeat songs in there. so now it's just mixed.
october means:
new age
new school year
no more holidays :(
but still, im so excited for whats to happen. this week will be hectic as i will be celebrating and going out and just wasting money hehehehe.
anyways, enjoy the new playlist :)
9/30/2013
9/26/2013
soz for the bad august/september mix
heres some good stuff to make up for it :)
big boi- shutterbug
okay this has been playing on loop during the study weeks and still playing :) got introed this through a kyle hanagami choreo CHECK OUT AS WELL CAUSE HES SO AWESOME.
outsight- stay the same
ngah hes so suave lsdkfjlskdjfsd
Mike-Dash-E- Burgundy Blues
cause it features jenny suk :)
Flandy- Dear Gladys
chill chill chill
also for those who havent checked
jhameel- feisty
check him out! such good stuff from an independent artist :)
yeaaaah- a really genre mixed small playlist,hope you guys enjoy.
happy holidays!
okay this has been playing on loop during the study weeks and still playing :) got introed this through a kyle hanagami choreo CHECK OUT AS WELL CAUSE HES SO AWESOME.
ngah hes so suave lsdkfjlskdjfsd
cause it features jenny suk :)
chill chill chill
also for those who havent checked
check him out! such good stuff from an independent artist :)
yeaaaah- a really genre mixed small playlist,hope you guys enjoy.
happy holidays!
9/25/2013
3 days in and
still haven't started making them garters cause
- too busy watching running man
- too busy watching movies
- too busy being lazy
clapclapclap
didn't go to aarons today cause he was still at uni but had to drive to his house and back :( annoyed cause I was full stressing out on hamlet before hand but guess thats my fault cause im too lazy to do it beforehand. still too lazy now fml :(
didn't go to aarons today cause he was still at uni but had to drive to his house and back :( annoyed cause I was full stressing out on hamlet before hand but guess thats my fault cause im too lazy to do it beforehand. still too lazy now fml :(
9/22/2013
FREEEEDOMMM
yayayayayaya.
wednesday was suppose to be for studying but god knows what i did. tried my hardest at 2pm to get notes for english tutoring with aaron.
fucking worst lesson ever. one thing, he totally changed the way i usually approach questions and half the lesson im just saying 'ohreally?'
my laptop has the microsoft starter pack which happened to stop working so I had to bring the crappy school laptop which froze on me halfway into the lesson.
THEN. OMFG THAT BITCH STARTED ASKING ME TO FIND HIM TECHNIQUES IN HAMLET TO PUT IN THE ESSAY. like wtf are you serious?! you're asking me to flip through 432323423472934 pages of shit that don't make sense to me to find something ON THE SPOT for you? he totally ignored what i had written up and just made me look for it on the spot which i tried to but didn't even know where to look and, adding onto that, the hamlet.pdf froze on the crappy laptop so he's sitting there looking at me judgingly waiting for me to produce crap in like 1 minute. And when i didn't give him something good he just gives me a lot of shit for it.
eg.
me: "oh so what about this part here blhabalahalbaalha."
aaron: "mhmm don't think you could use that try looking at this verse....what does this say?"
me:........i have no idea
aaron: "like what is he talking about in thisverse?"
me: read verse about the sea and the storms and ghosts and shit that don'tmake sense
"i...really don't know?:
aaron: "really? so you don't know what this verse is even saying?!"
*the deathglares of judgies*
yes of course! because i wouldn't even need this quote in the first place because i wouldn't even use the structure you're forcing me to! AND how am i suppose to give you a refined clear thesis and examples so quick?! i don't understand why he expected me to bring shit up on the spot, i wasted so much time actually flipping through each page to find quotes=trying to read and understand each page=him glaring at the side of my face and making a big hole= nothing being figured out because im so pressured.
HOW IS "THE DISRUPTION OF NATURAL ORDER" EVEN AN IMPORTANT THEME IN HAMLET HOW i dont even understand.
okay obviously shit happened to him (people were calling him all the way into our lesson and he's like pissed) but it doesn't give him the right to throw all those emotions at me.now i'm dreading english tutoring cause that little hissybitch might make me write a 1000 word essay in 1 minute next lesson.
people's holidays have actually started around tuesday last week but saturday was studying for terry lee 4u exam...which was a fail anyway hahahas.
WOOOOT SO DONE WITH SCHOOL.
Going to try and make the most of the holidays; go gyming, sew sew sew, and just chill and watch movies omfg best feeling hehehe.
wednesday was suppose to be for studying but god knows what i did. tried my hardest at 2pm to get notes for english tutoring with aaron.
fucking worst lesson ever. one thing, he totally changed the way i usually approach questions and half the lesson im just saying 'ohreally?'
my laptop has the microsoft starter pack which happened to stop working so I had to bring the crappy school laptop which froze on me halfway into the lesson.
THEN. OMFG THAT BITCH STARTED ASKING ME TO FIND HIM TECHNIQUES IN HAMLET TO PUT IN THE ESSAY. like wtf are you serious?! you're asking me to flip through 432323423472934 pages of shit that don't make sense to me to find something ON THE SPOT for you? he totally ignored what i had written up and just made me look for it on the spot which i tried to but didn't even know where to look and, adding onto that, the hamlet.pdf froze on the crappy laptop so he's sitting there looking at me judgingly waiting for me to produce crap in like 1 minute. And when i didn't give him something good he just gives me a lot of shit for it.
eg.
me: "oh so what about this part here blhabalahalbaalha."
aaron: "mhmm don't think you could use that try looking at this verse....what does this say?"
me:........i have no idea
aaron: "like what is he talking about in thisverse?"
me: read verse about the sea and the storms and ghosts and shit that don'tmake sense
"i...really don't know?:
aaron: "really? so you don't know what this verse is even saying?!"
*the deathglares of judgies*
yes of course! because i wouldn't even need this quote in the first place because i wouldn't even use the structure you're forcing me to! AND how am i suppose to give you a refined clear thesis and examples so quick?! i don't understand why he expected me to bring shit up on the spot, i wasted so much time actually flipping through each page to find quotes=trying to read and understand each page=him glaring at the side of my face and making a big hole= nothing being figured out because im so pressured.
HOW IS "THE DISRUPTION OF NATURAL ORDER" EVEN AN IMPORTANT THEME IN HAMLET HOW i dont even understand.
okay obviously shit happened to him (people were calling him all the way into our lesson and he's like pissed) but it doesn't give him the right to throw all those emotions at me.now i'm dreading english tutoring cause that little hissybitch might make me write a 1000 word essay in 1 minute next lesson.
friday was social but we had a tupperware party instead hahahas.
no but after textiles, went out and shopped for linda's present before meeting up with the others and going karaoke and eatting lunch.
then went home, chilled a bit and drove over to jasmines to watch shit and get fat by eatting mor chips n shit.
went out to this real group woodfire pizza place omfg best pizzas. Sat there for more than 2 hours just talking and being weirdos, pretty much had the whole restaurant to ourselves which was nice :))
went hooliganing at regos waiting for her dad to pick us up. its funny cause its such a scary place to be at at 9pm but there were so many of us it was barely scary.
Came back to the crib and chilled some more before i went home and sleeeeeept like a pig :)
saturday started at 9am with terry lee fml. but only went for the morning class to skip the 4u exam hahahas. Instead, i had to go to a makeup class at peak whhere i had the steven la guy who was sosososos slow and it feels so weird. like after you get nathan as a teacher everyone else just seems so stupid HAHAHAHAS.
had gelato with the parents afterwards they were so cute :)
wanted to go home and study for the 4u cause i know nothing but got persuaded to go out to Viet BBQ at Hai Au Lan Nuong Canley Vale. BEST PLACE EVER FOR VIETBBQ OMFGOMFOGMOFMGF.
bought jap green tea ice cream afterwards idek why, came home at 9...started studying at 10. woke up early to study omfg. came to class and sat with ann and talked to the people there and they're so fucking smart. these 3 guys that sat behind us were from kings and they were so fucking smart sldkfjsljflsdkf :(
did the test. failed so bad. everyone failed so bad we were all going like omfg okay going to have a panic attack when we see terry's email.
Not expecting to get great will probably get the email and crycry hahahs.
but yeeeees soososososo done with terry lee!
going out tmr to run some errands and probably just chill at bankstown by myself as a loner.
got invited to some primary school reunion group with like 90 people wtf dont even remember half these people, don't even know the girl who made the group. but yes so yeaaaah invited to some house party like who the fuck has space for 90 people idek why these people are so stupid hahahas.
anyways, soz for the weird, nonsensical ranting- just really excited to get offline and watch some movies, AIMING FOR THAT CELEBRATORY ALLNIGHTER!
:)
9/12/2013
never realised, not sure if this happened ages ago or just recently
but you're finally off my messenger favourites bar.
sense of nostalgia but thank you for embarking on a shortlived journey with me :) you've been such a huge part of my teenage angsty life and taught me how to love myself and live happy and be carefree and for that i tremendously thank you and will never forget :)
:)
but you're finally off my messenger favourites bar.
sense of nostalgia but thank you for embarking on a shortlived journey with me :) you've been such a huge part of my teenage angsty life and taught me how to love myself and live happy and be carefree and for that i tremendously thank you and will never forget :)
:)
9/11/2013
to the anon on tumblr;
no i don't have a crush rn cause too busy hahhahas does that even make sense.
like i see people outside of my circle so briefly so yeah.
the guy i liked in my previous post finished his trials and doesnt come to school normal time anymore so i dont even see him.
yeaaah, sad nerdy life.
english 2u exam did oookay.
maths 2u failed.
chem i had a feeling i did okay.
haven't finished utopia essay/studied for 3u maths.
history is friday so ceeeeebs atm.
havent done terry lee OR peak but fucking don't care.
and it has become not awkward with me and aaron yaay. can't work with someone who i feel awks with or i'd just be a huge ball of quietness and weirdness. we laughed at how queen gertrude of hamlet was so stupid she drank the cup and died so i think we're getting somewhere ahahahahas.
faced palmed so much this week because all these people doing all these silly things cause yearlies stress hahahas eg. alvin trekking to 3 mg stores in the city to find a stuffed rabbit asa prop for his informal and i was like lololol woman you cray but it was kind of my fault cause i told him you could find it at morning glory and he ended up going to some chinese shop sozz.
can't wait for holidays because IM STARTING SOMETHING FUN :)))
:)
:)
and going out more and being more social to make up for the 1 term of being a heeeermit.
no i don't have a crush rn cause too busy hahhahas does that even make sense.
like i see people outside of my circle so briefly so yeah.
the guy i liked in my previous post finished his trials and doesnt come to school normal time anymore so i dont even see him.
yeaaah, sad nerdy life.
english 2u exam did oookay.
maths 2u failed.
chem i had a feeling i did okay.
haven't finished utopia essay/studied for 3u maths.
history is friday so ceeeeebs atm.
havent done terry lee OR peak but fucking don't care.
and it has become not awkward with me and aaron yaay. can't work with someone who i feel awks with or i'd just be a huge ball of quietness and weirdness. we laughed at how queen gertrude of hamlet was so stupid she drank the cup and died so i think we're getting somewhere ahahahahas.
faced palmed so much this week because all these people doing all these silly things cause yearlies stress hahahas eg. alvin trekking to 3 mg stores in the city to find a stuffed rabbit asa prop for his informal and i was like lololol woman you cray but it was kind of my fault cause i told him you could find it at morning glory and he ended up going to some chinese shop sozz.
can't wait for holidays because IM STARTING SOMETHING FUN :)))
:)
:)
and going out more and being more social to make up for the 1 term of being a heeeermit.
9/07/2013
9/05/2013
fashion parade
last textiles fashion parade
best textiles class to share the moment with :)
11 textiles 1, i am so blessed to have you guys along with me :)
(taken from mine, angels and mish's instags)
9/02/2013
hectic :(
- exactly one week til yearlies
- just only finished scrapping Othello essay and needa fix Utopia (omfg i literally sat there for 5 minutes trying to remember what i was doing for 3u)
- I feel only a little bit chill for english because got most of my essays done. in most i mean like...the roughest drafts on the planet with like 1/4 of utopia left cause i cbfed writing para conclusions as well as conclusion as well as CAN'T FIND A FUCKING EXAMPLE IN PLEASANTVILLE TO DO WITH MY TOPIC.
- needa study for maths so i don't get consistently crap marks again :( :( :(
- I think im okay-ish with maths cause i've been doing it consistently and terry lee has drilled A LOT of things in my head...which is not useful yet but it soon will be. But like fml why similarity triangles and the reasonings as well as some random small things like fucking superannuation, probability like who the fuck cares can we just prance around polynomials and calculus and curve sketching and nice algebra please :(
- Chem exam first wednesday sososos screwed cause i dont wanna get into bottom 20 again and like wtf i understand my shit but i still get shit don't understand, can't do mole equations cry omfg :(
- pisses me the fuck off i still cant believe i got so low last exam so i gotta pin this topic down.
- Modern History- a blur :( i don't understand why he still keeps teaching us new stuff A WEEK from exams :( :( 20 pages of hardcore notes to get into my head and so annoyed because not even half of it is needed but this means 2+ days of hardcore memorising fuck my brains.
- Textiles: 20 pages as well fml.
- decided im dropping out on luncheon committee cause i ain't got time for that shit.
- TERRY LEE TEST ON SATURDAY.
- fml i might get kicked out if i dont study
- but i gotta study for my exams which are HEAPS MORE IMPORTANT
- fashion parade on wednesday which means no studying is possible :(
the last week of year 11 should be a nostalgic, bittersweet week but i don't even have to do that shit omfg HERMIT CRAB FOR THE NEXT FOR WEEKS :(
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