It eats away at your brain
As you strain to try and contain
Felt the same
And what was to blame?
It took my days out of place and into grace
I nauseate i lost my faith
-King Krule
8/27/2013
8/26/2013
Colour Crazy!
Yesterday was COLOUR RUN WOOTDAWOOT (hahas okay that took ages to type out)
but yeah so:
but yeah so:
- woke up at friggin 6.00 cause we wanted to be the first people to start
- why? cause tutoring is right after :(
- got to bondi at 8.00 and to centennial at around 8.10
- had to find angel and her car, met up at 8.50 :(
- alice was unfindable cause she missed her train :((
- took before shots, came there and the starting line was fucking huuuuge.
- waited for about 10mins until we started
- sososos much fun
- didn't feel like 5km cause everyone was taking ages at the colour stops so yeah
- had the most colour AFTER the run ahahahs
- wanted to attend the after party but tutoring :(
- sososos tired getting to canley heights, slept and chillleed
- had kfc but was so full to even eat hahas
- came to class 10mins late. friends left to join other class
- = me being a super tanned, super colourful, dark eyebrowed person sitting by herself in the middle of the rows
- sososo tired but really fun :)
DEFINITELY GOING NEXT YEAR AND DRESSING UP! (and NOT having colour on my face that it will take me AGGGEEES and 2304920349-23 baby wipes to remove)
8/22/2013
gargh too many works
lksdjfklsdjlfsldf sozzzz for the disappearance in updates by i am water-up-to-head (omg is that even the saying iunno but theres a saying like that in viet hahahahahas) with work. WORK. WOKRORKORKORKRO.
yeah so stories in a nutshell
term 3:
yeah so stories in a nutshell
term 3:
- essays
- essays
- essays
- more essay
- afterschool froyo and kfc runs
- too more youtube and essays
- TERRY LEEE
Honestly, terry lee will be the death of me im not kidding like wtf is 6 hours of tutoring WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT SHIT.
meeting up with friends after school and telling them of this and they're like LOOOL ann your school sucks your tutoring sucks, you've got no life.
yeah... :(
but iunno im kinda ahead of this like school work cause im done with a lot of shit thats sppose to be due like days/weeks later so huehuehuehue.
Sarah's bday was the bomb.
got my green tea frappe before we started heoehoehoeoeheoehoe.
went to karaoke killed my voice but i swear its like the best place cause there be like tamborines and song ratings and its so cheap and mizuya never has tambourines and the front desk guy is never cute. so sad we only got 1 hour cause it was so much fun and i was singing touch my barreh and all this weird crap ahahahs.
then met up with others and had dinner at this korean place. the food was okay, got maddie to order soju cause she looked the oldest.
hahahs so cute sarah drank her first soju and went all read after like two shots...and people started to get all loud and crazy and i was like whoa calm the fuck down you guys shared like two shots caaaaaalm llamas.
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went and got froyo after and just chilled at maccas then went home koolnight.
colour run in 3 more days and then afl match for fathers day next week in the midst of all exam prep hahahahs.
but im not really freaked out by exams cause the timetables pretty chill so hehehe.
also got into prefect candidates yaaaay :) from 90 down to 49 i didn't think i'd make it but i did so yay :) and happy cause pretty much all the people i voted actually got in so even if i dont get in at least all the prefect materials will be there :) but this means that tmr mprning early riseup to get to school early and be announced at the assembly to come up and have my face projected hugely on the screen wootdawoot... hahahahahas omg how embarassing.
toodleloodles.
also got into prefect candidates yaaaay :) from 90 down to 49 i didn't think i'd make it but i did so yay :) and happy cause pretty much all the people i voted actually got in so even if i dont get in at least all the prefect materials will be there :) but this means that tmr mprning early riseup to get to school early and be announced at the assembly to come up and have my face projected hugely on the screen wootdawoot... hahahahahas omg how embarassing.
toodleloodles.
:)
8/19/2013
Do i have to go away to make you love me.
"
Someone who cares will ask you how your day is. They want to know what you’re doing; they want to know if something significant has happened in your life. You don’t have to talk to them all the time, but when you do see them, they will want to know how you are. Not out of some sort of obligation, but because they genuinely want to know.
Someone who cares will tell you things. They’ll tell you how ridiculous that parking ticket was; they’ll tell you a joke they found hilarious. Some people share more than others, but someone who cares will tell you things that matter to them, no matter how small that thing is.
Someone who cares will listen. Now, there are times when they won’t listen well. We all do that sometimes: we’re distracted, or so excited we talk over each other. But a person who cares will listen to you regularly, because your opinions matter to them. The things you say make some sort of impact on them – your opinions make them think, or make them laugh. But in their way, whatever that way is, they will listen.
Someone who cares wants to see you. They like spending time with you. It’s not hard to read the pleasure on their face in your company. Someone who doesn’t care is ambivalent, or pays attention only when it suits their selfish purposes.
A person who cares about you will take time for you. Even if it’s just a few times a year– that friend from your hometown, the one separated from you by an entire 2000 miles. When you’re home, they will want to see you. They’ll chat with you online, or maybe they’ll call you. Sometimes weeks or months might pass, but when it counts, if in your darkest hour you need them, they will respond, and will do so gladly.
Someone who cares will not make you feel bad for taking up said time. Although they might be busy, so are you. They will want to spend the time on you because that is just what you do when you care for someone. They won’t make you feel bad for asking to hang out, feel guilty that your time is less valuable than whatever else they are doing.
People are never perfect, so you will not always get along with the person who cares about you. Sometimes you will be frustrated, or feel ignored, or accidentally ignore them, or fight. Mistakes will be made, because hey, we’re all human. But then time passes, and if you can, you rectify the situation. Because that’s what you do with people who truly matter.
Sometimes a person who once cared for you stops caring. Maybe they wanted to end your relationship, be it romantic, platonic, or familial. Maybe you did something wrong, or distance separated you, or they changed as a person. Sometimes you bond with someone, or do something for them, or have a heart-to-heart, and they care for you once more. Caring is a fluid thing that can change over time. But there are also some people who never really cared for you, people who you know will never care for you, no matter what you do.
People who don’t care will not text you back. If you make no effort to see them or talk to them, you know, deep down, they won’t try. They will forget you if you stop trying. Because if a person doesn’t care about you, they rarely think about you. They don’t care about your opinions. Because if you care about someone, they exist in your mind. You think about them, you wonder about them, perhaps not all the time, but they are there.
If it’s a boyfriend or girlfriend, someone who doesn’t care about you will not try to make you come. They are so concentrated on their own pleasure that yours means nothing to them. When you’re talking, they will not want to know how you are doing. I once decided to drive up to see an ex fling I hadn’t seen for a year. He did not ask a single question about me, but just talked about himself. If a person doesn’t care about you, they won’t register your facial expressions. They won’t try to smooth things over if things go wrong. They will never consider your feelings, but instead think only of their own.
A person who doesn’t care about you is not necessarily a bad person. It’s just that they are not attached to you. Maybe they have enough people in their life to care about. Maybe there are things about you they don’t like that they have never mentioned. Occasionally, they are just a selfish and uncaring person. Sometimes there is no real reason. But it is important to really think about the people who care about you and the people who don’t. Because when you care for someone, you invest in them. What happens to them affects you, and their lack of care will hurt you. So cherish the people who care about you, and do not invest your time, and your heart, into people who do not."
Someone who cares will ask you how your day is. They want to know what you’re doing; they want to know if something significant has happened in your life. You don’t have to talk to them all the time, but when you do see them, they will want to know how you are. Not out of some sort of obligation, but because they genuinely want to know.
Someone who cares will tell you things. They’ll tell you how ridiculous that parking ticket was; they’ll tell you a joke they found hilarious. Some people share more than others, but someone who cares will tell you things that matter to them, no matter how small that thing is.
Someone who cares will listen. Now, there are times when they won’t listen well. We all do that sometimes: we’re distracted, or so excited we talk over each other. But a person who cares will listen to you regularly, because your opinions matter to them. The things you say make some sort of impact on them – your opinions make them think, or make them laugh. But in their way, whatever that way is, they will listen.
Someone who cares wants to see you. They like spending time with you. It’s not hard to read the pleasure on their face in your company. Someone who doesn’t care is ambivalent, or pays attention only when it suits their selfish purposes.
A person who cares about you will take time for you. Even if it’s just a few times a year– that friend from your hometown, the one separated from you by an entire 2000 miles. When you’re home, they will want to see you. They’ll chat with you online, or maybe they’ll call you. Sometimes weeks or months might pass, but when it counts, if in your darkest hour you need them, they will respond, and will do so gladly.
Someone who cares will not make you feel bad for taking up said time. Although they might be busy, so are you. They will want to spend the time on you because that is just what you do when you care for someone. They won’t make you feel bad for asking to hang out, feel guilty that your time is less valuable than whatever else they are doing.
People are never perfect, so you will not always get along with the person who cares about you. Sometimes you will be frustrated, or feel ignored, or accidentally ignore them, or fight. Mistakes will be made, because hey, we’re all human. But then time passes, and if you can, you rectify the situation. Because that’s what you do with people who truly matter.
Sometimes a person who once cared for you stops caring. Maybe they wanted to end your relationship, be it romantic, platonic, or familial. Maybe you did something wrong, or distance separated you, or they changed as a person. Sometimes you bond with someone, or do something for them, or have a heart-to-heart, and they care for you once more. Caring is a fluid thing that can change over time. But there are also some people who never really cared for you, people who you know will never care for you, no matter what you do.
People who don’t care will not text you back. If you make no effort to see them or talk to them, you know, deep down, they won’t try. They will forget you if you stop trying. Because if a person doesn’t care about you, they rarely think about you. They don’t care about your opinions. Because if you care about someone, they exist in your mind. You think about them, you wonder about them, perhaps not all the time, but they are there.
If it’s a boyfriend or girlfriend, someone who doesn’t care about you will not try to make you come. They are so concentrated on their own pleasure that yours means nothing to them. When you’re talking, they will not want to know how you are doing. I once decided to drive up to see an ex fling I hadn’t seen for a year. He did not ask a single question about me, but just talked about himself. If a person doesn’t care about you, they won’t register your facial expressions. They won’t try to smooth things over if things go wrong. They will never consider your feelings, but instead think only of their own.
A person who doesn’t care about you is not necessarily a bad person. It’s just that they are not attached to you. Maybe they have enough people in their life to care about. Maybe there are things about you they don’t like that they have never mentioned. Occasionally, they are just a selfish and uncaring person. Sometimes there is no real reason. But it is important to really think about the people who care about you and the people who don’t. Because when you care for someone, you invest in them. What happens to them affects you, and their lack of care will hurt you. So cherish the people who care about you, and do not invest your time, and your heart, into people who do not."
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