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A problem that you have had.
A seriously big problem that i once had and still struggle today would probably be feeling good about myself.
I've had a hard time trying to be comfortable being who i am both appearance wise and character wise and it used to affect me so much that I would victimise myself just cause of this insecure feeling.
I wouldn't go out to meets, wouldn't approach and talk to people that I used to know, and wouldn't want to join new things and meet new people cause i felt so insecure about myself. Now i really regret this cause, though i'm 'spreading' out now and it's not too late, there were so many people I wanted to keep in contact with but, because of this problem, it makes it kind of difficult.
I dont know, something I feel so strongly regretful about is, because of this issue, i victimised myself so much. People would do this that pisses me off or hurt me unintentionally and, without asking for the reason, i'd conclude "Because they don't like me". The feeling that I'm not deserving of where i am and making myself feel inferior to people around me. I think that has pushed me down a lot.
Around other people that i don't feel comfortable in, I'd change who i am and try to fit in because i think my personality doesn't belong and, because of that, i would feel so self-conscious about every word I say and try to impress those people.
I guess that, recently, I've started to feel better about myself and embrace who i am but tbh I've still got that problem. I guess this happens to everyone has that feeling where they're just not satisfied with themselves.
Appearance wise, i have felt confident in myself. These past months of being healthy and staying on track with working out and eating right has made me love myself. In a way i don't love my body parts like omg my legs and beaut or omg my arms are balhbalh idk but just love the feeling of post-training and the feeling that my body feels good because my mind feels good and it just makes me appreciate myself more.
I guess we'll never be satisfied with ourselves though, even though we may say we are. But i've learnt that to make me feel better would just be to hang out with the people that I'm comfortable with as well as to branch out and just try to get along with other people and make new friends. if they don't suit then don't take it personally and just try somewhere else.
i hope that, through this honesty corner, not only can i make myself feel better but as well as a few of you guys who find this problem really hard to maintain as well. This is a pretty personal issue but if you guys need that help i think i could be there for you. I'm not some professional crap but i could be a helpful shoulder :)
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Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
hahahas mhmm i knew someone would ask me this, i think i know who this is because they've been questioning me this for ages. But right now I'm single.
hahas for a while it's been pretty complicated cause me and this guy used to have mutual feelings for each other yet i told him i didn't want to be in a relationship and we kept going back and forth. But yeah, single.
I really don't mind being single though. To be honest there are so many times when I get jealous of people around me who are in the cutest relationships and I wished that I was in one alike that as well but I think I just have too many things happening around me most of the time to care about these things. Being around a group of friends who are single really does make it better cause - though they can be annoying cause there are so picky and judge guys from the smallest things that are so superficial- we'd make jokes and statements about how these things doesnt faze us and yeah hahahs.
To be perfectly honest I don't see why some people have this desperation to get on the couple bandwagon. Being single allows me to spread out so much more and talk to people more freely and even able to have stupid meaningless crushes towards some people without people telling me I shouldn't. Maybe people are just desperate for that physicality of being in a relationship; like having someone to hold hands with or to maybe to have someone to 'own'. Of course I do want to have some sooner or later but I'm just not desperate. what will come will come? hahahhas.
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One of your favorite shows.
Okay hehehe i must admit i am a suckkkeeer for retro shows. It used to bore me so much but then afternoons before dinner with nothing to do, around the 5-6 slot, I'd watch tv and comfort myself with channel 11 or 99. Cause deal or no deal and price is right is so pointless. But this opened me to so many shows; Becker, Family Ties, Happy Days as well as Brady Bunch.
Okayokay im very old blahblah but i loooove Family Ties so much ahahas. it is so incredibly cute and the plot is good cause it deals with like normal family problem and issues and it's not like a soap opera so every ep is like a skit and Alex Keaton is a hottie with attitude omg what can get better than that hahahs.
so yeah the whole 'plot' of the show is about this family called the Keatons and theyve got Alex, the older bro who's too old for his age, Mallory, the typical ditzy pretty daughter, Jennifer the sport rebel one and recently - in the last few series- Andy the baby. And it's comedy but they tackle all these issues like teenagers growing up and jobs and school and blah and it's pretty interesting.
AND MONICA FROM FRIENDS WAS ON FOR A FEW EPS AS ALEXS GF. hahahas.
i am genuinely bored. inbox the number/comment below :)
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01:
Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
02:
Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
03:
Your views on drugs and alcohol.
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Your views on religion.
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A time you thought about ending your own life.
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Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
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Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
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A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
09:
How you hope your future will be like.
10:
Discuss your first love and first kiss.
11:
Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
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Bullet your whole day.
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Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
14:
Your earliest memory.
15:
Your favorite bloggers.
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Your views on mainstream music.
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Your highs and lows of this past year.
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Your beliefs.
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Disrespecting your parents.
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How important you think education is.
21:
One of your favorite shows.
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How have you changed in the past 2 years?
23:
Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
24:
Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
25:
Someone who fascinates you and why.
26:
What kind of person attracts you.
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A problem that you have had.
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Something that you miss.
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Goals for the next 30 days.
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Your highs and lows of this month.
